Farewell 2009~ *good bye wave * #edited#

Salam and hi dearest readers~ 2010 is coming soon.. in less than 2 hours.. below are some of my 2009 happenings.. Some people say new year is just another year but for me a new year is a new self.. in becoming a more better person to not just myself but also other people.. to accomplish my dreams, my parents' dreams.. to make my family happy, to create a wonderful world for my present and future life.. and to learn from mistakes.. basically, Ive just listed out some of my new year's resolutions :) Have a wonderful new year celebration peeps! My new year celebration? Is at home watching TV, cooked MCR (Mumui's chicken rice) hahah mau2 th jua.. thats basically it.. nothing much.. So here goes...

... Done 2 independent study researches n 1 elective research in 1semester during the 4th sem. Hectic semester! But made it pretty well :) went to SR Sengkarai, SR Tutong Kem & SR Rimba
... Had a severe food poisoning during May :(
... Bond up with mena, tan & mena's family :) yehee..
... My Suprise Birthday at Mena's crib. Love it!
... Sleeping over at mena almost every week smpai ech of us hv our own sofa bed.hehe fun moments
... Spent most of the fasting month at mena :) miss our sahur moments aaa. siuk!
... Had mib subject.huhu
... Knew the truth :'(
... Closed the 5yrs relationship book..
... Started her single life 1mnth after the 5yr anniversary.huhu barely made it but she did :)
... July 2009 had my 1 year license renewal~ yeppie
... Bob's wedding day.. he's like our own brother
... Uwa Hj. Idris was admitted to the hospital :( Alhamdulillah he's well now :)
... Berakas fieldtrip with Dr. Hjh Norhani for the Ecology Project & we made a scrap book out of it! Love it
... Nini Kg. Ayer pindah rumah :)
... Belakon jadi c Limah & Dy as C Jinab for our MIB weekly presentation, Topic on Rasuah.. hehe & acted as Mena's nagging mum..hehe
... The fun fun fun Amazing Race!!! This was one of the best moments in my life~ siuuuk!!
... Joined PJ class, last minit plan.hehe one of my favourite class during the sem
... Thank You to Dy and Eyan for every ride~ really appreciate it

Well, that's all, as far as I can remember. A great year indeed! :) Cheers!

Just dropping by

Salam and hi dear precious readers, friends & family~ this is just a short post cos I have to go and jump to bed now cos its 1-ish am already and i have to wake up early tomorrow to buy things for hostel and uni with mum~ i got sentimental just now when it was approaching 12 am cos the new year is just around the corner~ im a very sentimental person ya knowww.. i was having thoughts and reminiscing my 2009 in my head but randomly.. the sad ones.. the fun bits.. its not fair jua to label 2009 as my 'unlucky' year cos i do have fun times and bright moments during this year jua~~ but nevertheless, it's not as bright as my previous years~~ the pains and sorrows took a major role in my life despite of the happiness that sheds in my face.. no one knows exactly how I felt and what i have gone through.. but then, i cannot just judge the levels of my pains based on my own experiences solely cos other people may have gone through more harder and tougher times. whats important is that, whatever happen in 2009, i do believe we surely cant forget entirely. not in a glimpse of the eye..we just put it all aside (like my friend said), put it in a box and seal it.. Start the new year with new resolutions and goals.. be more positive minded and move forward~ with God's will & mum & dad blessings, insyaAllah.. we will be blessed with endless blessings~ Amin...

PS: InsyaAllah will post my 2009 memories in my next post

Miri here i come!

Salam everyone and hi~~ ooo its 11.08 pm already.. i have to go to bed now cos me, sis and ajes will be going to miri tomorrow pakai bus ikut rombongan hospital DPMM which my sis works at..bus will pick us up at Gerai Telisai around 7am.. kinda excited jua but dunno what to expect cos inda pernah kut bus ke miri or anywhere except masa secondary dulu ikut bus ke sekulah.. huhu

Sis said the bus got toilet??hmmm.. sakai ku eh

Excited to go here

My favourite!


I wanna buy this novel cos it got good reviews so far~~ will look for it tomorrow

Till we meet again,
-Mumui-

Get it?

Kebaruan..huhu

Just started using tweetdeck today~~ hehe sakai~ it looks cool and sophisticated :)coolness alert!

I cry...

I cried when I read this statement about this mum & son story :....(

'this woman in Bangladesh told us her little boy was burned one night while she was fetching water. because of the deep mud, she was unable to carry him and had to leave him unattended. she now has an @charitywater project near the house. www.charitywater.'
Taken from: http://twitpic.com/usrqu


look at how dirty their drinking water is..huhu kesiaan

Kesian aaa... huhu just cos the mum mau ambil air maybe quite far from their home.. cos drg nada air di rumah so she have to leave her child sekajap.. what sadden me was the time when she saw her son got burned just cos mau ambil air thats damn far and muddy..huhu~~ i can't imagine how tragic that feels~ we should be thankful cos di rumah bukan saja ada air bersih but very convenient to use.. just on the tap and walllaaaaa~~ but some people in the globe have difficulties in obtaining water.. apa lagi clean water.. paksa keluar rumah lagi.. fight with other people cos the water is limited.. have to drink water yang colournya mcm 'milo'.. huuhhu so thankful to be living in Brunei Darussalam~ Allah bless us always~ amin ~ Alhamdullilah.. Scott Harrison and team is now giving charity water for those in need and it includes this mum & son :) alhamdullilah~~

charity water~~ God bless!

Beautiful picture~~

ps: i remember dulu one of my dream was to be a social worker~ and still hope for that dream to come true~

-mumui-

Jolly-Bee

Went to jollibee the other day with akim before fetching sis from work~ nyums~

akim with his spegatti

I want this garfield~~ p mahal~huhu mybe psl ia bsr tu kali~hmmmm..

-mumui-

FB status collage

Salam~~ have u guys tried the fb status collage in fb?? ika mention this in twitter and i tried it~~ yes it was kinda sentimental.. especially when remembering what every status means to our life back then~~ cheers for the new year everyone~~

Only Hope

Salam everyone.. just a quick post.. we were playing with karaokeplay.com just now.. and ika sang one of my old time favourite songs, only hope by mandy moore~ enjoy her recording~ thumbs up kaaa~~ love it! Buleh jadi topstar ni c ika ni I tell u..


Online Karaoke

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awaken in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me all the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

Mmm....
Ooh....

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Only-Hope-lyrics-Mandy-Moore/57F43FE3F346987A48256B75001570E6

-Mumui-

Happy sundae!hehe

Salam and hello dear readers~~~ it was a fun fun sunday indeed for me.. havent gone out for..mmm i dunno how many days/weeks?.. been home for as long as i can remember.. *exaggerating supaya kamu kesian dah tu bawa ku jln..ahah* went out to watch movie aka santau.. didnt regret watching it.. and yang sadis nya adakah aku telampau emosi menangis th plg ku masa last part.. i tot bini nya mati..huhu~~ ingat plg ku david teo ckp rh tv3 'filem seram yang berairmata' haha apa punya david teo! so ya.. it is one of my fav horror movies.. thumbs up to puteri mardiana for the great act!!! i even have goosebumps especially masa part in the car~~huhu

ku post gambarnya yang ni saja aaa.. bari kambang bulu bh gambarnya rh filem atu..huhu

Throughout the movie i was leaning towards akim.. ahaha inda pedah cos ia pun leaning rah ku jua ketakutan.. we were both bepegang2 tangan.. and throughout tu most of my scripts were, 'kesian bini nya.. kesian bini nya' i mean mcm due to orang atu dangki kan kesenangan lakinya bininya plg yang sengsara.. kesian lah~~ u can feel the pain yang bininya lalui~~ hate it masa part bininya inda suruh laki nya jln keraja cos she was scared and the husband still insist on going to work~ argh! cant tolerate that~~family should come first. ada part2 cali jua but inda plg sampai ketawa tebahak2 but calinya ada message.. we watched it in seri qlap cineplex. then ate at the mall.. mkn mkn then kboxing lagu isabella (requested by akim..belabih usulnya memegang mic p inda hafal lirik..heheh) then lagu hampa hati ku from ungu.. i was excited part dangdut nya.. 'bah bah aku part dangdut aaa' i said..aahha 'Maafkan aku sayangku Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu Ampuni aku sayangku.. Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu~~~'

ahahah then akim and ajes played at the arcade~ had fun time watching them played.. then went to leapple to buy kiriman mama.. sooo sayang lupa bawa camera lau inda dapat jua begambar rh nbt~huhu got lotsa wonderful memories there ;) *winks*

sorry quality gambar kurang elok ;p nanti th membali blackberry..wuhuu

Well~~ thats basically it..simple day but had lotsa fun!

ps: mau mkn indomee dong! but akhir sudah

Salam,
- Mumui -

What's important?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA **laughing hysterically** bear with me yah~~ thats just a welcoming speech~ wth! Im bored here at home.. my sis and bro are going out to the mall to The Secret Recipe.. i didnt wanna go cos Im saving $$$ for my hostel rents! ceh!!! and now im officially feeling frustrated!!! i wanna go to the secret recipe!!! I know my sis plg yang belanja tu but someway or another there is this feeling of boring-ness bejalan but having no $$$ in ur wallet *i guess u know that feeling* ~~~~ Thats just me feeling upset~~~~ *ignore me*

Last night we experience blackout at home *or was it the whole of Brunei or Tutong??* it was only about 15mins and all of us gathered at the living room with only 2 lighted candles~ wah! romantic giteewww~ while menunggu karan buka kami share2 cerita lah and joke around~ my dad cerita about one of his indian workers ani. his Malay is always tebalik bah.. cam that day he said 'hari ini kambing sembelih orang melayu' which he meant was ' hari ini orang melayu sembelih kambing' ceh!huhuhuh one time atu he ordered his workers ani.. he said ' kasi buang itu tanah dalam kereta' so the workers tot he wanted them to put sands into the car~~ ahah but he actually meant 'tanah dalam kereta itu kasi buang' hahahah see how language plays a very important role in communication and instructions specifically~~~so beware!ahahah

My brother akim asked my dad last night, 'Bah kalau kucing kawin sama kangaroo, anak nya apa?' bah bah cuba kamu teka~~~~ 3....... 2 ..... 1 .... teeeetttttttt~~ jawapannya doremon! ahahah wth!

Oyaa, that day i promised to cerita bout my experience during my bro's berkhatan tu kan... ooo gimana mau start yaaa.. it was a totally new experience for me.. i even when inside the 'operation area' and see them operate it LIVE! i wasnt very please with the environments and surroundings tho.. back then when i was in the operation room at ripas, getting rid of my mole, the operation room was very pleasant and friendly.. they played musics and the doctor explain to me every procedure like 'ok now mau potong, ok now mau jahit' so at the same time the nervousness atu fades away~ but this one, masa beque to the guy playfully showoff the equipments, u know things like scissors and knife, to the children.. even i myself was getting nervous at that time.. how i wish in the waiting room they provide the kids with comics or tv shows that can alihkan drg punya nervous atu bah.. and masa dalam operation room u can see and hear every bits of the procedure which makes my brother more and more nervous.. we did bawa cerita2 plg.. but of cos the curiosity of whats going on to his 'thingy' makes him meliat and bangun occasionally which menambah lagi nervous and kesakitan atu.. im not saying it was a bad experience, i do salute the way they did the thing.. very experienced.. like one of my friend said, 'baik inda boring tu aa meliat atuuu tah ganya..ahahah' just wan them to touch on some motivational aspects for the kids so that it does not become one of their bad experience in life.. maybe jua cos they just move to a new place so they havent done much yet to the place :) I do hope in the future it would be a better and happier process for the rest of the kids or even my kids nanti :) amin~~

oklah, gtg now~~ c u guys in my next posts~

To my beloved readers

Woman, Delta Goodrem

"Woman"

I worked late but you don't wait up
My bones ache and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i don't even know i care

I sit down take off my make-up
I lay down but you don't wake up
Sometimes i wonder if you know i'm there

I can't remember the last time you
Told me i'm beautiful, and i can't remember
Last time you said anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

Now i hope that you don't wake up
When it's too late to make up
You'll be the one that's alone and that's sad

In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had

When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful"
All i really needed to hear was anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

I'm not your friend who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady
You got to treat me like...

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

A woman needs your heart
A woman needs your all
A woman needs your everything
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
And i deserve your everything
I'm a woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Imagine this~

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.i

Interesting indeed~

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Purnama merindu

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone~~ as u all are aware of my blog is private now.. hope it doesn't burden you to log in with ur account lagi just to read this blog..hehe ;p hope u don't mind..

Yesterday when to perkuburan Hanna's father, Haji Abang Ali (Al-Fatihah).. Yes it was a tough time for me to believe it and to face it p apa lagi badan yang menggangung kan.. Hanna you have to be strong.. no matter what, cepat or lambat tani pun akan pergi jua dari dunia ani and insyAllah tani akan dipertemukan lagi dengan yang telah pergi dan yang sama2 pergi.. I know its easy to say than done.. I do hope that u'll never forget that you still have us.. to be with you whenever you need one.. Be strong Hanna~~ Semoga uncle di cucuri rahmat untuk selama-lamanya~~ Amin~~~ *hugs*





Been doing some pizza-ing (ahaha adakah word ani) with the siblings.. oooman! hehe sis been sooo rajin to make it again today..nyum2.. will grab the pics from her nanti and below are pictures of my version of pizza last week..hehe





Suddenly I miss my hostel room.. mum said i should tukar bilik ke tingkat bawah but tho bilik ku tingkat dua but I just love that room.. selesa and friendly.. should i? I mean, banar plg tingkat dua tu hinders and memalaskan ku tuk ke bawah.. to jog, to sasah pakaian, to go to the kanten.. but will the new room that im gonna get be better than my room yang tingkat dua? i dunno lah.. should i? (hehe majal)

Once upon a time this song was one of the songs that I love..


Purnama Merindu

Bermaknakah tiap baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya dibibir saja
Bersungguhkah rindu yang engkau pamerkan
Ataukah sekadar hanya lakonan

Rindu... telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan berlalu
Rinduku... tak berubah... arah

Purnama mengambang... cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu...
Rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi... merindu ku

Purnama mengambang berbagai warna
Bila embun pun datang bintang purnama
Tinggallah aku sendirian bertemankan malam sepi

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merindu padamu yang sudi memujuk

Hiaskanlah cinta di jari manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih dimercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu

and it still is until now~~ love the lyrics...

im blanked..hehe adios!

Just a peek..

Salam n hi everyone..nw im enjoying d moments wf eyan,dyane,hana, tan n mena at mena's house.will go for our day out later to catch a movie..do sum kboxing jua..hehe its a great day,i hope..my bro had gone thru his berkhatan moment td.. Safely..hehe will post my experience in my later post..so long.. Gtg~ have a nice day

A beautiful day~

Salam and hi everyone~~~

i've just finished my exams last wednesday and now im in my holiday mode already..heheh~~ for a month or so...yeppie~~~~ looking forward for any vacations with my family.. haven't plan any but going to miri will just do...heheh Tommorow will be a very 'special' day for our family..heheh because my youngest beloved brother will go through his circumcision once in a lifetime moment tomorrow.. and I have to be there for him which means I can't join my gang's sleepover at mena tonight.. oh well.. hope they will have fun without me..kehekeh.. but will join our outings tomorrow.. wait for me guys~~~~ehehhe feelin excited to go out and have fun with friends who i love and loves me (i hope!ahaha) Its friday and im planning to bake some biscuits which im sooo craving for.. Peanut Butter Biscuits.. will do that later and will post some pictures later on.. I have been really addicted to wikihow.com website and the latest article that ive been reading is 'How to be Happy' (lamoo..hahah i know) and one of the things that I love is...

Practice forgiveness. There is a tendency for people who are experiencing distressful circumstances to pass blame onto others. Children, for instance, may commonly blame their parents for the life challenges that they are facing. However, when we practice forgiveness, with it comes a sense of relief from burdensome thoughts in addition to the ability to forge healthier relationships with others. When forgiveness becomes a conscientious practice, anger finds a resolution and true healing can commence. Anger is counter-intuitive to happiness, and any incidence of it is best resolved through positive emotions - and forgiveness helps provide this necessary release. - http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Happy

Love that paragraph~~ so true indeed~~~ About my biscuits.. yup ive baked it already.. and it turn out and taste just the way I like it.. Syukur.. will bake some more for my uwa (cos she love it..hehe).. and we have mini bbq bawah rumah tadi while i was baking.. had chicken wings.. smoked beef.. nyummilicious..

fresh from the oven

baru di cat with egg yolk

Well.. this is all for now.. happy weekends everyone~~ :)

Love, Mumui

Scared of lonely - Beyonce

I'm in this fight and I'm swinging and my arms are getting tired
I'm trying to beat this emptiness but I'm running out of time
I'm sinking in the sand and I can't barely stand
I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I try to be patient but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way, won't you lead me home?
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely

I cry at night 'cause my baby's too far to be by my side
To wipe away these tears of mine so I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you I'll stretch your hand looking for mine
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I need your break when nobody is around
'Cause I'm tired of this emptiness
I think I'm drowning, I can't be lonely
And I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of be the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely

Jordin Spark~ loving her~enjoy

Lyrics | Jordan Sparks lyrics - Tatoo lyrics




Lyrics | Jordin Sparks lyrics - Battlefield lyrics

Invest in love :)

Assalamualaikum and hi~~~ its freezing here in my room and my hands karau ni menaip~~hehhe akim been sleeping at my room after school tadi pasal ia damam kesiaan jua lau tutup aircon~hehhe he will be performing for his school end of year celebration tommorow and i really hope he'll be fine by then~ here's the songs that he and his classmates will sing~ a song with very beautiful lyrics which I suppose everyone of us will agree upon :) Here.. enjoy the lyrics from d'masiv, jangan menyerah~ never give up everybody despite whatever happens~

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Kita pasti pernah
Dapatkan cobaan yang berat
Seakan hidup ini
Tak ada artinya lagi

Reff 1:
Syukuri apa yang ada
Hidup adalah anugerah
Tetap jalani hidup ini
Melakukan yang terbaik

Tak ada manusia
Yang terlahir sempurna
Jangan kau sesali
Segala yang telah terjadi

Back to Reff 1

Reff 2:
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
Kebesaran dan kuasanya
Bagi hambanya yang sabar
Dan tak kenal Putus asa

Back to Reff 1
Back to Reff 2

I've been watching greys season 6 from episod 1-8 and I slept round 5am??hehhe tapi worth it lah~~ I salute that TV series~~ it is sooo full of drama.. most of us sure have gone through SHITS in our life~~ we were taught on how to be strong by our parents, our friends~ but we were never taught on how to move on~~ we do it on our on.. we grew strong each day during the process of moving on but we sure have gone thru some breakdowns every now and then~~ we cry.. we were full of tears.. tears that we try to hold back when we were trying to be strong but Allah, our Creator.. created for us TEARS as our strengths~ when we cry it doesnt mean we are weak it just means that we are strong enough to let it go~~ to pour it down~~

Oh well~ lets talk about my previous 2 exams which was last Sunday and Yesterday.. had inclusive eudcation and Mathematics respectively and so far it was kinda okay for me~ not that disappointing tho~ hope everything will be fine~~ tommorow got commmunation skills examination with the GenNext~ :)

Went to Miri last Friday with my family.. had lotsa fun~~ eating :) ahahah I hope secret recipe will open soon~~ cant wait to munch on its chocolate indulgence cake~~ nyummy!

Okay, will post again next time:) till then.. assalamualaikum~

Yelloooooo~~~

Assalammualaikum~~ here i am again updating my post mcm si banar~~heheh i always have this pre-ambitious-lots of things-to talk about in my mind- syndrom before planning to really update this blog but then end up.. blurrr~~ anyway just shot it~

My lappy kinda buat aku pissed off lately ani.. but inda plg sampai ku kan antakkan ke dinding~ but ada jualah dtg perasaan atu when ia banar2 sudah mcm siput and even time ku menaip ani pun pandai testuck and i have to wait lagi and retype my words which makes me sometimes lupa apa ku kan cakap.. oh man~lappy please behave~ i love u~ maybe its sulking pasal im in love with this apple laptop which im planning to buy~ heheh lappy i don't have enough money to buy one yet~ so for the time being pls behave..ok? *and literally i can see my lappy nodding* ahahahha why am i talking crap~ maybe this is the after-effect of Tan's book, Wimpkid kid diary which im currently addicted to~ it just cracks me off~~~

Bah bah~ its revision week~ yey! ahahah mcm banar~ its kinda LETS WATCH TV week for me plg~ahaha bnr~ ive been watching tv, eating and sleeping plg... kdg2 dtg plg my self-awareness atu.. but inda batah~~ *sigh* yeh yeh i'll start revision after this~~ my Gosh IE byk nya kan di baca~

I have been receiving this weird misscalls and messages from a stranger who doesn't want to tell who he/she is.. but messaging me 'buleh kenalan?' oh man... pls just make it direct and sweet ok?u don't misscall and message people cematu saja kan? if kan kenalan, do it properly.. tell me ur name.. where do u get my number? have we met before? when i ask these questions jgn jawab 'ada lerrr' cos that just annoys me~~ i respect people with good intentions but please be honest~ don't let it hanging just there~~ ok?

Anyone of u watch Nenek Kebaya? Legenda series at TV3? every monday-thursday 4.30-5.30 pm.. ulangannya ch119 monday-thursday 8.30-9.30~ siuuuk cetanya..

Bah till then.. see u guys again~ tata~~~~

Love,
Mumui

If i knew~

Lyrics | Glenn Medeiros - If I Knew lyrics

UBD Revision Week

Ohmy~~ wish me luck! my examination starts on Sunday, 22nd November 2009.. I dunno how it feels like to have an exam on Sunday.. weird huh? Oh well.. Good luck to all UBDians!

Im back! no longer in Vox

Salam and hello everyone! im back in blogspot~ been in Vox the whole time but didnt really enjoy the time there..aseh!heheh so im back in my old blog.. below are the posts that ive posted in my vox blog.. happy Sunday peeps!

25th October 2009

Had a really wonderful day with my siblings today! mmmuah!

More pictures can be seen via my facebook.. click here

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24th October 2009

Happy Sunday Everyone!
Uniworks have been keeping me quite busy lately.. especially now that we are moving towards the end of the semester.. as usual, datelines are near.. gotta be strong~ I love the pictures below.. so motivating.. really need it at the moment.. Well, im those people who get inspired by motivational quotes u see.. heheh most of my posts contains quotes which are quite equivalent to my life.. back then,when i was in secondary school, a friend of mine kind of tease me (but not in a bad way plg..) when I was reading motivational books.. I use to love these kinds of books but now I prefer these kinds of motivational graphics or quotes more.. they really keep me going~

I wanna share a story of what happen to me last Tuesday (20th October).. We were suppose to have our discussions on wednesday for MIB, Science and Communication but Mena requested it to be on that day jua cos she's leaving to KL this weekend.. Eyan couldnt make it cos she had to get her notebook di rumah, dyane had tuition class and tan got badminton club. So whats left was me and Hana. Mena, Mena's hubby and Nena fetched us around 7 at hostel.. Thanks so much.. Mena said she wanted to accompany her hubby for dinner around 9 ish cos her husband got function that night. So we agreed on that. bila sampai rumah, mena said we have to start our discussion immediately.. around 9 ish.. mena's hubby msg her for dinner.. so we joined in.. hana said she was cold.. and mena hug her.. then hanna said 'kan kamih' but she masuk jamban to cuci tangan saja.. I was puzzled..bila kan masuk the hall.. the hall was dark.. i only saw some dim lights from candles??? and then saw some balloons here and there.. aduuhh i was sooooooooo blurrr... i tot i was dreaming u know.. inda lama tu... 'arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggghh!!!' a monster scared me running from my right to left.. then came two female monster.. one look fierce and one look scared.. i was soooooooo shocked! then I saw cameraman on my left side.. what is this??! the fierce ghost hug me.. aduhh lagi th ku blurrr.. then someone came with a beautifully decorated cake.. it was my birthday suprise!!! i broke down into tears... i hugged the girls.. i was soo shocked.. thank you soo much you guys! Love it! Before blowing the candles.. I made a wish.. ' I wish everyone will live a happy life' :) I love kamu sooo much~ the foods were great! everything was my favouritessss... ohmy! u guys really know me that well ah..ehehhe had durianssss after dinner.. then we watched horror movie.. such a great night! Thank You Soooooooooo much everyone I really appreciate it..

Thank You also to those who greeted me.. Thanks! Im 23 now.. hope this year will be better than years before.. Amin2

This is all for now, thanks for reading...

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23rd October 2009

Salam everyone.. its 11 pm.. i will be having class tommorow starting at 8 till 12 noon.. Before I lay helplessly in my bed, i got lots of stories to share here.. so here goes...

Last saturday was our outing days.. me, dy,eyan, hana, mena and tan went to have our lunch at KFC mall and then sang 12 songs (duh sakit suara..eheh) at the arcade in front of the Summit. Siuuukk~~~ I chose Suara Ku Berharap (Hijau Daun Band) and Terima Kasih Cinta (Afgan)..ahahah mellow i know.. towards the end, dtg Ilham, Fil and Fifiey sebalah our KBox so apa lagi kami join lah drg nyanyi lagu Listen from Byonce..heheh Afterwards, went to watch Papadom.. thanks Mena for thr treat.. siuuukk becouple seat sama c dyane...ahahha For me, Papadom is such a beautiful movie.. absolutely stunning! as said by Mr.Walker..heheh I rate it 7/10.. its not like typical malay movie.. movie ni da sikit2 western styles jua cm roh bini Saadom muncul in some parts of the scene whenever Saadom needs her.. Yaaa I cried...ahahah mena cried sampai ampus nya dtg..ahahah Its worth the tears anyway.. then drive back home feeling greatful for the wonderful day~~ thanks kamu~~

Last Tuesday, we had Amazing Race Trial for our PJ coursework.. Actually ive typed down every bits of the tasks here but then I remember the real event is next week and we had to keep everything as a secret.. fuh! nasib alum tepost..kalau inda, mampooos..heheh

Aduhh.. feels exhausted now.. will continue tommorow about my birthday suprises k? till then, Salam~~~

Love, Mumui

A new me

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Happy 23rd Birthday to me :)))))))

Jong Batu

Was 'cleaning' my laptop tadi and found these nice pictures when we visited the Jong Batu near Kg.Ayer area.. Usu brought us there and it was a very nice experience~











K, so long~ tata....

Breathe from Taylor Swift ft. Colbie Caillat

Im so loving this song~~~

My Raya

Salam dear readers~

a friend of mine wrote in my chatbox asking about my Raya updates *wink to Lily* :) thank you lily... I actually forgot to update it here but I did post some pictures in my facebook tho... Click here to see the pictures :) (kes malas kan upload..kekek) Basically my raya celebrations last about a week cos after that had to attend classes in Uni.. *sigh*

The first raya as usual, we went to rumah Pak Ngah which is just belakang our house.. heheh Had mee curry in Ngangah's open house.. nyum! then off we went to Nini's house in Kampung Ayer.. Had really fun time there.. Spending precious time with nini.. Oooo.. this Sunday nini pindah rumah but masih rah Kg. Ayer jua just next to Nini's old house.. But sadly this Sunday I have Science Fieldtrip @Berakas.. Ooo Well.. Hope will have the opportunity to help Nini pindah rumah next time~ Second raya we went to my uwa's house at Panchor then to Bukit Beruang and some relatives houses here in Danau.. Third raya we beraya at relatives kawasan K.B. Felt hungry after beraya so me and my siblings went to have our dinner at London Kebab K.B. I had chicken kebab with chips.. which taste just olright for me. Oooyaa.. had funny incidents before going to London Kebab.. we were actually convoying with my parents and my cousins. After beraya-ing in Pandan we decided to head back home.. but me and my siblings decided to have our dinner first.. we first decided to have Ahad's Burger but end up kami sasat and sampai ke KB town.. so decided to eat at KFC saja.. but didn't find the route to masuk ke KB town we end up at the end of the road which is at the BSP Terminal rah Kubur orang islam.. panic lah kami kan.. then we heard ada orang 'hon hon' dari belakang.. kambang jua bulu lah time atu.. inda mau toleh belakang.. Kali kan rupanya.. our cousin bah~~~ durang masih convoy sama kami~~ they tot masih beraya lagi rah rumah saudara2.. so they followed us. ahahahha MISCOMMUNICATION daaaaaa... so kesian lah durang.. grenti durang heran napa kami beraya rah kubur ani... ahahha kesiaaaann...

Then on Friday (5th Raya) friends from Bandar went beraya to our house.. Thank You to Tikah, Jas, Lala, Hanna, Mena & Family :) really appreciate it~ also went to Eyan's openhouse with Hanna and durang Tikah~ had fun bagi Eisya (eyan's cuteee niece) makan buah~ sooo cute that girl~ On saturday went beraya with sis to Deekay Meelah openhouse.. love the fish and chicken.. nyum! had a good laugh melayan anak deekay who is sooooo funny and belabih~ cute! then went to Huaho Tanjong Bunut.. bought some kains for classes and lipice lipstick :)

Well.. basically I think that's all for my raya this year.. haven't beraya with my gangs yet.. hope will have the chance before raya ends :)

Today felt abit relieve after handing in Mr. Walker's investigation activity on Frogs.. yeppie! Good luck to Dyane for the MIB presentation this Saturday entitled, MIB dalam Alam Persekitaran~ Reminiscing the annoying things that happen during the MIB lecture last Tuesday make my heart ache again~ ish2 so inappropriate manner..

Bah kmu~ wanna munch on some rambutan AGAIN~hehhehe later kan liat ceta TOWER 13 rah TV3.. tadaaaaaaa~~~ Assalammualaikum~

Love, Mumui... (eye lashes sponsored by Cik Eyan Ismail :P)


Thank You for reading~

Why is it always me?

Dear readers~

Its me again Mumui, the author of this blog.. since i've been gone for quite a long time some u you may have forgotten this blog or me as well *winks*.. heheh for some of you who visits this blog often, I say a very big thank you :)Sorry for not updating myself.

Alot of things are happenning in my life now.. from endless Uni works to complicated personal problems.. I never really understood why I have to stress myself out sometimes when me myself believe that there is always blessings in disguise.. screw me! Been sleeping at Mena's crib for 3 days and it was lotsa fun! The acting part was superbly siuuuk~ sooo funny you guys and I would like to say Congratulations! Last night, a little guy called Omar came to join us at Mena's house and he really attacts me.. he's sooo cute and very lovable.. he can answer questions really well~ Omar.. hope Aunty can see you again.. Kids always fascinates me.. they are like angels who bring you happiness whenever you need it and would never lie~ kids aren't liars like we adults are.. I mean some of us.. Lies make you someone who will always have this mindset that lies are OKAY.. lies are Sunnat whenever you want to get away with your sins.. whenever you don't want to be blame for your mistakes.. but lies aren't suppose to be like that.. I just hate liars...

Today I have been very upset with someone who blame me for things I don't know about.. when you want to blame someone please make sure that you reflect yourself first before blaming it on others.. look at where the source of the problem came from.. look.. mirror yourself.. I have been moving on with my life.. i have been very happy and I have found peace in me.. AND i have been really nice and caring towards you.. i didn't neglect you even a day but is this what you do to me.. why am I always the one to be blamed??? I should just go away cause I know that'll make you happy. if you really hate me that much then don't come over me again and point out the mistakes on me AGAIN.. *sigh*

Forget about that.. just an expression of the heart.. thanks for reading.. take care everyone~ I miss you all~

Feeling lucky

Assalamualaikum~~~ hello everyone~

Blog i miss you.. sorry for abandoning you for a very long long period of time~ its 8.21 in the morning and its a very beautiful day~ dangar2 lagu.. drinking hot tea (ahah nada bah posa ;p) im in hostel now.. my fortune cookie said 'MAKE THE MOST OF YOUSELF, FOR THAT IS ALL THERE IS OF YOU' Yes! I will~~~ I've been feeling quite down for the past few days ani.. everyone of us got problems kan.. personal problems that we just can't share with anyone.. or problems that we don't want to cry on telling it cos it just breaks our heart~ anyway, today I hope and I'll try to be very optimistic! Positive attitude baby~ Sometimes I thought about it.. whats the use of hoping but our heart is never happy waiting and hoping things that aren't going to happen.. like Oprah said, 'FACE THE REALITY.. WOMEN STILL HOLD ON BECAUSE THEY STILL HOLD ON TO THEIR DREAMS.. IF THEY LOOK AT THE REALITY, THEY WOULD BE LONG GONE' So true~


I've not been back home for the past 7 days? but then, its for work.. for my future kan.. i don't really mind jualah.. but i do miss them tho.. other people have bigger problems than mine jua.. mcm di mlm.. an international student from Philippines told her story to us of how their life is there.. she said, its very scary to live there cos there are always bombing and war happening near her place.. kesian kan.. everytime they saw helicopter here they'll feel dup dap dup dap cos in her place helicopter is a sign that there are or going to be war.. and for us? we should feel lucky to be living here in Brunei.. a very peaceful country.. and whenever we saw helicopter we are more than excited kan? hehe kesian lah kan.. she got 3 children and she's here in Brunei.. so far away from her kids.. lagi kesian kan? i was abit sensitve jualah d mlm.. i felt like crying.. so the conclusion, whenever we feel down about ourselves, remember that there are other people out there who are more unfortunate than us~

it's the end of week 6 today.. tommorow will be week 7.. got lots of worksssss to finish up *sigh* and raya is coming soon~ happy advance raya everyone~ siuuuuk ni rancangan TV ;P

So long~ till we meet again.. thank you for reading :)

Love,
Mumui

Don't wanna try - Frankie J

"Don't Wanna Try"

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)

Sugar rush

Salam ramadhan everyone~ im on my way home now..feeling rather 'yucky' at the mo cz its dat tym of d month.usually i dun have problems with my periods but this month its rather 'menggangu' psl it affects me extremely.especially my sesitivity,my appitite..i feel so weak..too much blood lost this time i guess.hehe *peace*

this week has been extremely busy for me..workloads.. Lagipun its the 4th week sdh kn.cnt expect less jua kn.. Anyhow tym stress2 buat kaja i owez kecarian coklat bh~ im so obsess with chocolates..i cn eat them non-stop.smpi my fren tgur,'ko mkn semua kh mui?' haha psl i ws eating it as if na mo beranti..oh well..lps 2 of cos lh sugar rush..aktif cm nk mampos..haha ketawa ketawa n ketawa.. Oya..a fren of mine dt day tgur nda knal aku psl they saw me nda senyum.they say 'mumui slalu senyum' and i ws stunt..yah mayb at times msa ni ku pyh kn senyum..mahal bh tu..haha nada bh..hop the positive parts of me does nt change..amin2:) thanx for tagur2 me:)

selamat bersungkai later~

uɐɥpɐɯɐɹ ɟo ʎɐp ʇsɹıɟ

Salam everyone~
Its the first day of Ramadhan~ Alhamdulillah~

Its the ending of week 3 of the semester and so far, this semester seems to be quite tough and challenging for me. I really2 need to motivate myself.. I really2 do.. I need to get rid of all the 'unnecessary stuffs' that don't do me any good AT ALL. I need to be strong.. just now I've been reading an article from WikiHow.com on how to Get Over A Break Up and its really2 good! Go and read it if you have the same problem as I do~ everything that I went through, that I feel, that I exeperienced and that I need to be reminded of are stated there~ It opens up my mind..

Anyway, this week has been great! great in a sense that I'm progressing my life with healthy lifestyles..heheh Every monday (except for this fasting month) I will have my aerobic class from 5-6pm.. the next day, I have my Pendidikan Jasmani class which was an exchange with my Art class. So far, I really love the class especially with friends who keeps supporting and makes me laugh all the time.. it makes the sports enjoying aNd really fun to do especially for a person like me who does not like sport that much. We also have the Communication Skills class which combined with the GenNext students.. Its the type of class that most classes in Brunei Darussalam should be practising, especially in the secondary schools. Our lecturer gives us a topic, just simple topic like IS AMAH NECESSARY IN HOME? and we voice out our opinions freely in the class. Every class there will be lots of discussions taking place which is good.. Im really proud to be in this GenNext class cos its very different from the classes I've been through for the past 3 years :) Last wednesday, me, eyan, hana and filzah went to watch the performance from the Rakis Club which was soooo fun! The Mahsuri one really touched me :....( Great job to the Rakis Club!

Tommorow we will be sleeping over at Mena's cribs with Tan and the 3 Charlie's angels..ahaha quite compact jualah my schedule this semester but I can't complain more~ :)

Selamat Berbuka Puasa later~~~ :)