Good luck!

the power of GLEE!

Hello kamu~~ its the revision week for us the UBD-ians... ive been staying home lately ani.. we'll be very busy on the weekend with my brother graduation day and all...... i was pretty upset? stressed up? bored tahap maksima? ahaha campur lah semua tu.. what do you get? a lion! ahahaaha i was super super trying hard to push myself to start doing the revision.. there are times it works, there are times it didnt..huhuhu soooooo not good aaaa.. i really need to go out.... but the $$$ not out yet! stress! soooooo i was watching Glee.. i love glee for its uniqueness.. now i know why people love it sooo much.. it just give you that inner PUSH~ it works for me though.. it teaches you not to give up and to believe in your dreams... don't stop believing they said.. so UBD-ians and Bruneians and the world, WATCH GLEE! ahaha promo...... I love Mr. Shue and Rachael... 

one of my favourite epi in glee when they had to do the mashup songs~ :)

and i miss Grey's anatomy... the new episodes arent out yet.. 

Fighter!

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When I, thought I knew you 

Thinking, that you were true 

I guess I, I couldn't trust 

'Cause your bluff time is up 

'Cause I've had enough 

You were, there by my side 

Always, down for the ride 

But your, joy ride just came down in flames 

'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm 

After all of the stealing and cheating 

You probably think that I hold resentment for you 

But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong 

'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do 

I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through 

So I wanna say thank you 

'Cause it makes me that much stronger 

Makes me work a little bit harder 

It makes me that much wiser 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Made me learn a little bit faster 

Made my skin a little bit thicker 

Makes me that much smarter 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Oh, ohh 

Never, saw it coming 

All of, your backstabbing 

Just so, you could cash in 

On a good thing before I realized your game 

I heard, you're going around 

Playing, the victim now 

But don't, even begin 

Feeling I'm the one to blame 

'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh 

After all of the fights and the lies 

Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore 

Uh, no more, oh no, it's over 

'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture 

I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down 

So I wanna say thank you 

'Cause it makes me that much stronger 

Makes me work a little bit harder 

Makes me that much wiser 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Made me learn a little bit faster 

Made my skin a little bit thicker 

It makes me that much smarter 

So thanks for making me a fighter 

Tonight i wanna cry - keith urban

{verse 1} 

Alone in this house again tonight

I've got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine

There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me

The way that it was and could have been surrounds me

I'll never get over you walkin' away

{chorus} 

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry

{verse 2} 

Would it help if i turned the sad song on

"All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone

Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters

It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better

But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

{chorus} 

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To Hell with my pride let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry......

{chorus} 

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

And I've thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self control

But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain

To Hell with this pride let it fall like rain

From my eyes

Tonight I wanna cry...... 

Thank you

Hello everyone...... feels like blogging and sleeping at the same time..ahah cana tu? this will be just a short post.. i feel like mengadakan majlis doa kesyukuran for reviving my blog back~~~~~~ yarabbii habibiiii... syukran syukran.. dari dmlm dh ku khuatir (mihir jua eee..ahah) blog ku ni error2 th ganya pkr psl lag kah pa.... then tadi mau tia bila ku amai2 takan apakah tu aku pun inda ingat mun ku sudah kan menangis..... *boh over* ntah sayang bnr ku blog ku ani...... the memories are there... i feel like hugging my blog p cana? ahhaa bah adang mcm masalah dunia...

Tadi watched my lil bro... my adi c akim yang montel2 tu...ahaha drg da football match so me, mum and ajem went to sr. muda hashim tutong to support him and the team.. p inda manang.. manang sorak jalah kami..heheh sayang banget inda bawa camera... cos camera rusak..huhuh and akim scored 1 goal for his team..... yey!!! atu teriak kami.....siuuuukkk banget!

Oyaaa.. i wanted to post on one of my favourite korean drama series of all time.. its called THANK YOU.. this is soooooo my type of drama.. so meaningful and u learn alot from this drama.. ia not heavy and not 'mengarut' jenisnya..... i love the heroin and the doctor.. and lee bom! they are all so adorable.. i learned alot from this movie.. it taught me lots of things and recandles my belief on the power of silence.. should watch if u have time.. u'll laugh.. u'll smile.. u'll fall in love.. and u'll cry with the family :)

So long...... taraaaaaa...

Grips cafe kiulap

Thank you sis!!!:)

The morning face

Good morning!!! woke up early today........ vaining sekajap... ..hahaha

Be my wife

I have always love tangga songs... now im soo loving their new track called BE MY WIFE...... Sweeet berabisly~

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Damn why it's so hard to say

Secret feelings locked away

Heaven knows I've always felt so much

For you

I'm not that romantic

Even worse I'm sarcastic sometimes

And now it's time I tell you this

What's always been my only wish

Reff : (I LOVE THIS PART~~ )

Eventhough I'm no spiderman or superman

I'll be the one who guards you

Night and day and trust me

I don't need no spiderweb or laser eyes

Cause you're giving me

The strength to say

Share your life and be my wife

Damn why so hard for me to say

Secret feelings locked away

Heaven knows I've always felt this much

For you

I'm not that romantic

Even worse I'm sarcastic sometimes

And now it's time I tell you this

What's always been my one

and only wish

Bridge :

Can't believe what I heard

It's so beautiful filled in my soul

Please tell me that I'm not dreamin

Will you be my wife... Baby...

Happy friday

Hello dear readers :) Its friday... i love fridays~ pasal its the beginning of Saturday and Sunday..ekkeke i woke up early this morning had my long shower (oh refreshing), fetch akim from mengaji, had my breakfast and now in my room getting online cos i feel like blogging while listening to my mp3s.. ngam jua inda esiput so inda lah ku stress.. kekek such a beautiful morning.. if i have time i wish im at the beach at the moment.. the weather has been so so so hot lately ani kan but today mendung....... aaa how i really appreciate it.

I dun wanna talk about my uniworks..... but just some random thoughts.. i had these thoughts yesterday when i was driving alone.. i dunno why, everytime on my way home mesti ada lagu catatanku from Melly and everytime atu jua mesti hati ku sayu.... menyaya banar bah radio ani..hehehe and everytime atu jua i wish to have a child of my own.. i love children.. they are innocent.. they dun lie.. they just make you sooo happy.. bieng with them is a blessing.. I also had a little laugh sorang2.. thinking of my 'geng keras'; dy, zy n su.. ahahha we are sooo unique.. banar unique banar2... di mana2 pun mesti kan ketawa.. bila2 pun ada2 saja yang diketawakan.. we dun do that to gain attention yaa.. kami siuuk sendiri bah jenisnya..hehe we can be sooo loud (kadang2 kami inda sadar tu if urang marung2..ahaha) but we just do what we believe in.. we dun harm people.. we dun hurt people (hopfully..hehhee) im feel soo blessed to be part of this beautiful friendship.. we go girlss!!heheh thank you for always brightening my days with so much laughter.. i'll sure miss these moments nanti.....huhuhu sediiiiiih.....

So long, till we meet again :)

New phase of life

as i grew older, alot of changes happen in my life.. its like im now in a new phase of my life~ from being a kid who loves sport, to a teenager who loves fashion and to a grownup who loves food and study..hehe we grew up without us realising it.... most of my friends are married and some even have cute kids... some are now working.. those who were single dulu now are doubled :) im so happy for you guys... my new phase in life isnt something that i just mention just now.. im not yet married.. im not yet working.. im from double to single.. pitiful life much? u bet.... but im soo happy for these changes in my life...... being alone isnt that bad.... its like a new fresh air in my life.. it just so happen that the relationship happen for quite a long time so the moving on was quite tough for me to handle alone.... its almost a year now.. yes inda kerasahan.. wow i made it~~ *big clap* my dad once told me.. 'kau bepikiran baik' and i always remind myself to be in that state always.. insyaAllah~

'WHAT IS MEANT TO BE WILL ALWAYS FIND ITS WAY' :)

the 's' word

Welcome my beloved friends :) this is a really really really stressful week for me!! its more to the self-guilt and pressure of the work loads..... aaaaaaaaa!!! bah sjaa kan meluahkan di sini... aku mau jadi tarzan~~~ owwwwwwoooowowowowowowo!!!!

Cun Saja from Sleeq

Sleeq from Singapore.. listened to this song this morning on my way to uni... waaa asyik gue dong~~~ lawa berabis the lyrics and the beat~~ my type~~ love it alot!

Penyanyi: Sleeq

Tajuk Lirik Lagu: Cun Saja

Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami

Ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja

Semuanya cun saja

Tak perlu tinggalkan pesanan

(Di pintu rumahku)

Tak perlu buat panggilan

(Di telefonku)

Oh tak perlu lagi kalau kau cuba minta maaf

Lupakan sahaja

Diriku cun saja

Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Menulis lagu cinta

Menggunakan kisah ini ‘tuk ceritakan

Chorus

Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami

Ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja

Cun hidupku kini cun saja

Sejak kita memang cun semuanya

Sejak pisah itulah permulaannya

Untukku berhati-hati dengan buaya

Ngap ngap pendirianku tegap

Jumlah kali kita bertengkar memang genap

Untuk aku ke tahap ini

Silap kita memang patut sama-sama kene sepak pak pak

Tapi bukan niatku salahkan dirimu

Aku sedar ku juga ada kekuranganku

Tapi kalau bersifat mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kebaikan

Bukan kurang ajar itu

Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Mengarang lagu cinta

Dengan mengembalikan kisah kitakan tapi jangan perasaan

Walaupun ini bab yang baru

Ada masa arah ku tak tentu

Tetap rindu kehadiranmu tidak patut

Kerna ku takut

Ulang Chorus

Lagu ini

Tandanya kamu masih sayangkan ku

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini

Tanda yang ku masih rindukanmu

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini

Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu bahawaku okay

Aku okay

Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu jangan cakap tak boleh

Ulang Chorus

Lirik/Lagu: Alif Abdullah/Syarif Soribah

Jodoh di tangan Tuhan

Ku punya dunia

Dunia ku begini

Ku punya mata

Ku punya telinga

Jangan anggap ku batu

Tak punya perasaan

Melihatmu dengannya

Aku Panas

Ku punya dunia

Dunia ku begini

Ku punya hati

Punya perasaan

Coba raba batinku

Coba tatap mataku

Melihatmu dengannya

Ku Cemburu

Reff:

Cinta mengapa harus rumit

Biar begini wanita ku nanti satu

Siapa dia biar hatiku yang tahu

Ku pasti setia tapi nanti

Cinta bisakah jadi mudah

Kau berkelana masa aku harus diam

Biar saja kita jalan masing-masing

Jodoh di tangan Tuhan

Biar saja

i am...

The reason

Reasons why i deactivated my facebook account

1. uni works are piling
2. lots of attracting things rah fb yang ku addicted to like game nya.. liat2 gambar.. mcm2 adaaaa
3. i spend too much time on fb than any other things
4. i feel guilty after spending too much time on fb.. i should have spend that time with my family and work
5. lots of hurtful things ada dalam fb..

Occasionally i activated my fb account balik plg if i feel like updating.. maybe during holidays kali ku activate balik.. we'll see how it goes.. i know this is sekadar..keke Taraaaa~ i wanna watch movies at the cinema! huhu but if i do grenti i'll feel guilty rh my works! Sabar~~

forget me not

10 things about me :)

1. Family girl.. 

2. kampung-ish girl.. but not really conservative.. m ok with changes if im fine with it :)

3. loud if sama urang yang ngam

4. pemalu ya amat if sama urang yang inda biasa

5. for honeymoon I wanna go to disneyland (weird huh?)

6. fobia of insects (NOOOOOOOOOOO)

7. loves flower

8. hates the smell of cigarette

9. loves baking and cooking

10. doesn't hold grudge..  forgives people easily

~~~ The girl you are dealing with ~~~