Firework with love

Took this just now during the +-45mins fireworks in Tutong Town using my not-so-high-pixel-hp (kesian deh lohh..hehe).. my family brought me there cos i love fireworks.. it gives me that festival-ly feelings~ had a really enjoyable and memorable time with them... love them soo much <3 :) its a moment i'll always treasure~ thank you~

Maggie king

I am a really curious eater and a really fanatic food lover if you guys and girls wanna know..ahaha hari tu kan masa ke supersave ada ku nampak laaa this maggie bah harganya $5++ namanya cm king noodles something catulah.. normal maggie harga paling mahal pun around 2 bucks kan saja.. ani $5++ .. and that tempted me sooooooo much... that happened 2 weeks ago and until now kadang2 pandai pops up in my mind tu maggie king atu.. i'll say mcm 'cana rasa maggie atu ah...' or 'nanti aku mau bali eh merasa' lama tah tu ku imagine rasa maggie atu..heheh tapi inda taulah if halal or inda maggie atu.. if inda halal ceh.. ngalih ja ku ngidam...hehe

nyaman usulnyaaaaa...

ohmygucci.... now aku craving for amanah harith or ummi solomeh's mee rebus yang kuahnya pelikat.. nyumsss!

awu sekadar plg ni post ku ni..heheh esok mengangkat brg hostel th ni...... still havent got the mood to stay at hostel..... uni okay2 sikit laaaaaa........ buleh kah inda pyh balik hostel?? huhuhu di rumah ni siuuuuk baahh..... :(

Food for thought

“We are so often caught up in our destination that we forget to appreciate the journey, especially the goodness of the people we meet on the way. Appreciation is a wonderful feeling, don't overlook it.”

hari salah-salah sedunia *updated*

Assalamualaikum.. Hi kamu~ oh im full.. i havent eaten anything since tgh hari tadi kali sudah mlm tadi around 10 ish laparrrrr berabis ku.... buka tutup aisbox balik2... i wanted to eat something simple to cook, instant and PADAS..hehe kali tais tia liur kan makan ayam masak halia extra padas.. ohnyums! now im full and its already 11 ish.. kan tidur mcm ular th jua.. tunggu tah dulu.. maybe will continue watching you're beautiful karang.. siuuuuukk cetanya caliiiiii... aku suka heroin nya more than the hero..hehe hero nya tu.. mmmmm ntah aaa.. sebenarnya hensem bah tapi rambut nya tu kali..... characternya bisai sudah.. dingin2 tapi sweet berabis.. just dat aku ada issue sikit with guy yang rambut catu yang pyh kan ku liat matanya.. 

aaa... cani kan bisai...hehe

the girl is soooo cute tapi inda annoying or buat2 cute.. i like the guy in black.. so far ia sweet..heheh

Kamu... kamu pernah experience a day when everything seems sooo salah-salah? tadi kan aku salah2 bah pasang tutup kipas cos if pasang sajuk tia jua if tutup panas tia jua..... then tadi $$$ alum keluar but i wanted to pay the hostel bills today cos if saturday gerenti ramai and aku tak suka bah que panjang2... so dengan rasa salah2.. penuh taqwa dan doa..aku loan arah my brother.... eeeeeeeeee... salah2 rasaku... bagi ku its quite a large sum of money bah.. lainlah kalau ku pinjam $50 kah.. atu ok lagi sikit.. plus aku rasa salah2 jua mcm 'yatah kau inda membayar bulan2' yaaa aku salahkan diri ku..... tapi aku inda mau bayar ri sabtu!!! huhuhu soooooo tadi dengan mua kesian loan lah arah my brother..hehe grenti plg dapat if bunyi2 but aku salah2 baaaaa.... sungguh aku tak biasa... mudahan tah elauns will be out soon....berapa banyak wordss 'salah2' daaaa... ahahah 2-3 hari lapas kan when i was talking this issue with my other brother, ajem.. i said, 'kan bedagang nasi katok ku eh... sudah cukup2 usin tuk bayar hostel beranti tah ku' desprate sudah tu kan..... ohwell.... heheh aal iz well~ aal iz well~ i really love this quote from the very entertaining movie, 3 idiots.. i love it so much sampai ku liat 3 kali..... yes 3 kali.. im not the type yang liat cerita balik2.. even 2 kali pun ku jarang2 laaa.. but this movie aku suka berabis.... namanya 3 idiots p ceritanya inda idiot..its a really smart movie.. if kamu alum liat do watch it k...... awu menangis ku meliat cerita ni.. tapi kan tani menangis pasal tani terharu berabis bah...... ia baik berabis.... for me if di bandingkan sama my name is khan.. i'll surely vote for this movie...

thanks ika and kakamuchacha for the recommendation :)

Kemarin aku sedih berabiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiisssssssssssssss.......... sigh......... inda palah.... aal iz well~

Tadi jua arah bursar UBD ada new male bursar-er... aku tekajut bah sebenarnya cos tampat laki2 ani tetutup so time duduk tu i didnt expect it'll be a guy bah.. cos inda pernah bah laki2.. kali kan kana suruh masuk rah part laki2 ni... ia bediri and ask 'existing or new?' aku blurrrrr... 1. pasal ia laki 2. pasal ia bediri 3. pasal ia not bad 4. pasal soalannya buat aku confuse.....ahahah dalam ati ku 'is he talking about me or my bills?' so i just said, 'kan byr fees hostel for dot dot months' then he said, 'oooo existing' then diri2 lagi sambil ia membuat resit... mcm aduhhhhh... awkward moment bnr eh.. for me plg saja tu..kekeke ia nada feel apa2 kali..... sudah keluar bursar i feel legaaaaaaa jua sikit..kekeke mcm inda pernah bejumpa laki2 saja jua eh.. heheh kesiiiiiiaaan kan.....

Bah kamu..... mata ku layu sudah but aku masih kanyang....... tidur kan inda ni.. tidur kah inda ni... nah salah2 tah lagi.....kekeke bye~

With or without you

Cindy – With Or Without You

Many roads I have walked

Breakin’ thru all the rocks

Kickin’ all the pebbles

Here I am where I belonged

Not regreting what I’ve done

Better person I become

It’s all up to you what to say

I don’t give a damn what you think about me

I make my path I make my future

If you think your judgement can bring me down

You better think twice ‘coz

Aint nothing pulls me apart

I’m so much stronger than I was before

And I can make it thru with or without you

With or without you

Many years I have passed

Many sweeter things like lies

The more of bitterness I’ve tasted

But I don’t care what’s in the past

Let it burried in the grave

Cause I am walking out untainted

It’s all up to you what to say

I don’t give a damn what you think about me

I choose my path I choose my future

Though my future in your eyes seems so far away

You better think twice ‘coz

It’s never beyond my reach no..

I’m halfway there I’ll make it to the end

Yes I will make it thru with or without you

With or without you

Great week

Assalamualaikum kamu... hello.... felt a little bored today.. kan liat tv mcm mls jua.. liat series lagi th malas..hmmm... i've downloaded maher zain's songs just now.. i love them all.. he's accompanying me now.. with his soothing voice.. love him... oklah maybe a lil update of my previous week which was super fun and busy berabis..hehe 

Monday : went with the gorgeous wonderful ladies; eyan, dy, hana & mena using Eyan's new ride..wewiiiiiiiit!!hehe as planned, we went to UBD first to pick up the collections for the beach party at UBD from our 18+7 gengs.. discussed some stuffs about the party; the games and the foods then off we went to have our lunch then huaho manggis, supersave to buy the foods and gifts then went back home to tutong.. had a great time with them.. lama bah inda jumpa.. bebotox mua ketawa saja.. haha!

Wednesday : Our BEACH PARTY at Angel Beach Tutong.... one word, FUN! heheh there were 10 games.. i didnt won any p manang sorak saja lah..ahaha paling barimalu was time truth or dare... hmmmmm.. malas ku gto eh..ahaha i was asked to buat pantun about the party p since aku ni mcm blurrr sikit bah part2 literature ani..ahaha adakah bemukun plg ku.. ceh! manasajath... since it was spontaneous aku pun inda tau apa ku ckp.. yang ku ingat ada pasal 'Kulit ayam tekulabak???' WTH!ahaha the other one was if i want to be a famous person who would that be? i said, 'monalisa' hehehe there were also ice dance game.. ani paling siuk lah but me, dy and eyan paling awal keluar....pyh nyamu nahan ketawa.. meliat c dyane g tunggang2..ahaha cali bah tu..ahah then jadi makeup artist while tutup mata.. kesiaaann eyan.. hehe lots more lagi... fun fun fun.. paling siuuk part makan lah...ahahah nyums!

Friday : celebrated ajes' birthday (previous posts)

Saturday : Malamnya went to dewan Tutong to watch the lil brother sing..hehe siuk2.... feel soooooo proud of them, the lil kids... they dare to sing in front of the crowd and some of them were pretty good.. kan titik2 jua air mata.hehe the lil brother dapat saguhati saja..hehe inda apalah.. there're many opportunities to come.. paling penting is the experience atu kan... cant buy that anywhere..

Sunday : Balik kampung to nini at kampung ayer!! ani paling siuukk..eheh BBQ n limpang2 rah pantaran..hehe first time jua in my life meliat kampung ayer banar2 tuhur sampai some parts of it nada air lagi.. nampak tanah saja.. amazing right?hehe malamnya went to perayaan at lapau..heheh tau th kamu tu requested by siapa..ahaha 

Great week indeed.. now its a new week sudah.. the final week of the holidays.. aku alum ready lagiiiiiiiiiiii..... huaaaaaaaaaa!! ntah aaa inda jua ku mau cuti.. p inda jua ku mau start uni...ahaha ntam.. wish me luck! :) Sudah start uni grenti jarang th lagi ku blogging ni....hopfully inda lah..... bye2.. kan karaoke ku dulu..

A 4 years old treasure :)

Look what ive found! heheh this was made 4 years ago during my 1st year, 1st semester of Diploma progam for English class under one of my fav lecturer, Mrs. Ming Brown :) she asked us to compose an autobiography of ourselves.. reading this made me NEARLY CRY but most of the time it made me SMILE :) 4 years back aah.. of course lots of things happen in 4 years.. but Syukur Alhamdulillah for this great life.. im happy to be in it :) Hope kamu inda boring membaca.. if rasa malas kan baca tidak paksa ya..hehe i just wanna treasure it here :) Love always~ Oh btw.. the intro inda ku masukkan cos mcm bari malu sikit..ahah this is direct copy+paste from my doc :) wana know me more??? here's the thing for you...

            My mother once told me the history of how I was born and I was surprise to know that right before I was born, when my mother on the way to the hospital, the ambulance which was sending her to the hospital had a serious accident in front of the old Kilanas mosque. The ambulance was speeding and unfortunately crashed onto a traffic light and turned over. Luckily, a nurse who was accompanying my mother broke the ambulance window and helped her get out from the ambulance as quickly as possible. After that, another ambulance came to pick my mother up and brought her to RIPAS Hospital. Not long after the arrival to the hospital, my mother had a safe delivery and I was born. My parents named me, Nurul Khairunnisa an Arab name which means The Light of Decent Woman.    

           

            I am thankful after the serious accident, my mother was still alive and able to give birth to me. Without the help of the nurse and protection from God, I would not be seating and writing this autobiography of me now. When I was a month old, I used to be called ‘Tuah’ which means Lucky but then, my aunty changed my nickname to ‘Mumui’. I do not know the meaning of that name but until now my family, my relatives and my close friends will called me by this name. For other people who just knew me, they will call me by the name of Nurul.  I am the second child in my family birth order, came before me was my sister and after me were my three brothers.

 

            What I can say about my family’s relationship is that we are really close. We always go out to dine and go shopping together. At home, we always have breakfast, lunch and dinner together and we will always have light and easy talk which will always be accompanied with laughter. During my free time at home, I will bake cakes or cook with my mother because my mother loves cooking and I really adore her for the fact that she can cook really well and able to manage the entire household on her own ever since my parents got married until this present time. My mother is a full-time housewife and she organized every necessities of my family. I really respect my parents and to me they are the best parents in this world.

 

            I am lucky because for these 20 years of my life span, I always have my parents beside me. My parents are the ones who constantly encourage, support and guide me during my happy times and hardships. They are always there for me when I needed them the most, they are there to lent their shoulders to lean on when I am sad or depressed, they are the ones who will lent their ears to listen to my problems or even my nonsense stories and most importantly, they are the people who will always try to protect and defend me in every complex or dangerous situation I face during my lifetime. I really admire my parents and I love them so much.

 

            Since my father worked as a soldier, when I was small we used to live in Muara Camp. I can still remember that our neighbors were really friendly and we were really closed. When I was seven years old, my father had to work overseas to Singapore and we stayed there for three consecutive years. It was fun staying there and I studied in an International School of Singapore. Schooling there was very much different from here. The academic curriculum there is not examination oriented and everyday there will be a lot of fun activities and games assigned by the teacher for us to do. There were music class, drama class, home science class, art class and alot more.

 

            After three years in Singapore, we went back to Brunei and live in Binturan Camp. I go to Binturan Primary School and finish my PCE Examination there. During my secondary school years, I go to Sufri Bolkiah Secondary School for one year then I had to transfer to Bukit Beruang Secondary School until I finished my form sixth years. After I had done my A’Level, I applied an Information System course in Institute of Technology Brunei and a Diploma in Primary School course in University Brunei Darussalam. I successfully went through both the interviews and got offered from both institutes. It was hard for me to choose which course to choose at first, but after so many advices I got from my parents and relatives, I decided to go to UBD and I am so happy that I chose to go to UBD because after three month I have been in this course, I started to love it. I think I was destined to be a teacher and I believe I can be one.

 

            I dream I can be a Mathematics Teacher because I love Mathematics subject since I was in pre-school. It is not that I do not like other subjects, but I love Mathematics more.  I do not know the exact reason why but I am always eager to learn anything if it got to do with Mathematics.  The subject which gives me the worst headaches is Physics. I never liked studying Physics mainly because of the teacher and the complexity of the subject.

 

            There are a lot of happy times in my life that I faced together with my family and my friends. Almost everyday are happy times for me because I have such wonderful and cheerful friends. They always cheer my days up and we often do things together. The sad times happened three years back when my grandfather pass away. That was the only the sad times that I can still remember until now. I usually try to erase any unpleasant memories from my mind and keep the pleasant ones sticking until forever.

 

            Life means alot to me. Life is meaningless without laughter and with laughter life will get more meaningful. My goals in life are of course, to be a successful person, get a decent job with good salary and make my parents happy and proud. I have this strong fear or phobia of crawling insects. Just imagining it will make my body shiver. I dislike cockroaches the most. Even the plastics cockroach will make me jump and run away. One of the strengths that I have in me is that I can be a good and loyal friend to anyone. I can be a good listener, a good helper and a good supporter and one of my weaknesses is that I tend to have short-term memory. I tend to forget where I put my things even if it happens a minute ago.

 

            To me, the most important thing in life is to be patient, just go with the flow and have a good time even in the most disguise moments of our life because there is always a blessing in disguise. I hope in the future, my life will still be as meaningful as well as wonderful as it is now. In 10-15 years from now, I wish I will have my own family consisting of my loving and responsible husband and our cute kids and has stable economic foundations. I want to live harmoniously with my family, be a good and loyal wife, a loving mother and be as strong and wonderful as my parents. If I am given the chance to change anything, I think I would not like to change anything because to me, my life is simple yet perfect.

Nisfu Syaaban

Kamu..... Assalamualaikum... its nisfu syaaban~ semoga semua amalan kita diberkati dan diterima olehNya jua..Amin~~~ 

Nisfu dalam bahasa arab bererti setengah. Nisfu Syaaban bererti setengah bulan Syaaban. Malam Nisfu Syaaban adalah malam lima-belas Syaaban iaitu siangnya empat-belas haribulan Syaaban.

Malam Nisfu Syaaban merupakan malam yang penuh berkat dan rahmat selepas malam Lailatul qadr. Saiyidatina Aisyah r.a. meriwayatkan bahawa Nabi saw tidak tidur pada malam itu sebagaimana yg tersebut dalam sebuah hadis yg diriwayatkan oleh Imam Al-Baihaqi r.a:

Rasulullah saw telah bangun pada malam (Nisfu Syaaban) dan bersembahyang dan sungguh lama sujudnya sehingga aku fikir beliau telah wafat. Apabila aku melihat demikian aku mencuit ibu jari kaki Baginda saw dan bergerak. Kemudian aku kembali dan aku dengar Baginda saw berkata dlm sujudnya, “Ya Allah aku pohonkan kemaafanMu daripada apa yg akan diturunkan dan aku pohonkan keredhaanMu daripada kemurkaanMu dan aku berlindung kpdMu daripadaMu. Aku tidak dpt menghitung pujian terhadapMu seperti kamu memuji diriMu sendiri.”

Setelah Baginda saw selesai sembahyang, Baginda berkata kpd Saiyidatina Aisyah r.a. “Malam ini adalan malam Nisfu syaaban. Sesungguhnya Allah Azzawajjala telah dtg kpd hambanya pada malam Nisfu syaaban dan memberi keampunan kpd mereka yg beristighfar, memberi rahmat ke atas mereka yg memberi rahmat dan melambatkan rahmat dan keampunan terhadap orang2 yg dengki.”

Hari nisfu sya’aban adalah hari dimana buku catatan amalan kita selama setahun diangkat ke langit dan diganti dengan buku catatan yang baru. Catatan pertama yang akan dicatatkan dibuku yang baru akan bermula sebaik sahaja masuk waktu maghrib, (15 Sya’aban bermula pada 14 hb sya’aban sebaik sahaja masuk maghrib)

Credits to: http://almizan.wordpress.com/2009/05/23/nisfu-syaaban-dan-fatwa-tentangnya/

:)

i had a superduper great sunday today with my beloved ones..... but im too tired to typed anything... will make an update soon :) do take care...... i always wonder how comfortable a water bed feels aaaaa... hmmmmm... anyone of you have one? if comfy berabis... i really wanna have one nanti.. tautah kediaku ani selalu jadi mangsa insomnia..hehhe and have anyone of you ever feel tired of being nice? oh well... life isnt always fair right... i always remind myself to never expect anything in return and always offer/give anything to anyone with open arms and with true honesty :) cheers~

Happy birthday dearest brother

Assalamualaikum... Hello kamu..... ohwell.. this is the second time in my 3months holiday i've got the food poisoning sickness... sakit jiwa ku eh...... the first one was on may last year.. now its July this year.. people around me is nagging at me.. yatah tu makan inda tantu.. yatah tu makan makan saja..... jaga makan tu... ahah sigh.. sweet! sangal ku eh *if you know what i mean* ahahha ohwell... der's nothing to complain about.. terimalah qada & qadar dengan rela hati.. salah diri sendiri juaaaaaa......... suppose to be back to Nini yesterday but the brothers got football tournament wakil our kampung (if im not mistaken) and today the lil brother got singing competition.. so will be going back to Kg.Ayer tomorrow.. menyalai...hehe yeppie! i really really wish mau liat the fireworks tonight at padang SOAS.. i always love fireworks...... if kana bawa baik tarus ni food poisoning ku..ahaha i want i want i want..... :(

Yesterday we celebrated Ajes's 21st birthday at home.. just mini birthday celebration.. with just us.. had a wonderful night... after makan2 ada sesi urut mengurut lagi..ahah caliii... Happy birthday my beloved brother.. We love you always~~~

we created a cake for him which represented his car :) 

riuh riuh~

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Currently im soo loving this song.. a classic song plg but the lyrics are so beautiful.. 

Way Back into Love - Hugh Grant (featuring: Haley Bennett)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

PS: Bunga api anyone??? ;p

Malas

Hello kamu.... oh im sooooo malas today... been watching tv all day.... then assist my lil bro for his singing competition on saturday.. thats just it.. i woke up pretty late today due to the 'sickness' i had yesterday...heheh i had muscle pain at my left arm.. sakit berabis that i could not sleep.. menangis dlm diam ku... kesiaan deh loh.. around 4 ish baru nyaman sikit tangan ku.. woke up around 12 noon.. i think that explains why im soooo malas today...heheh been laying down for toooo long.. 

yesterday i had a super fun time with my 18+7 geng at Tutong beach. Siuuuukk... there were lotsa games and of cos food jua...hehhe siuk2.. yes.. i did salai2 ayam.. one of my fav kalau BBQ.. yes menyalai...heheh i dunno why i like it.. tapi yes, if BBQ kamu liat saja aku arah pemanggang ada ku tu...ahah 

Uni will start soon...... ohmy....... neves ku.... btw my FB is deactivated for the mo... 

K kamu... wana watch TV again..hehe

Polyvore

Hello kamu...... this is my current obsession :) been spending my precious time making polyvore.. inspired by Ayu.. heheh so here are the polyvores that ive made :) enjoy~~~

my wish

If ada boyfriend kan aku mau buat lah a private blog for both of us.. from our first day together sampai akhir hayat lah insyaAllah.. aku mau that blog tmpat kami pour out our feelings, cerita2 our daily lives, share everyting la di sana... i wish :) but face to face communication penting plg jua aa.. hehe ani just another source of communication to enrich our relationship.. plus for our memories jua...heheh nanti th if ada boyfriend i'll talk about this with him.. mudahan ia mau..hehhe siuk siuk... amin2 mudahan dimakbulkan :))

Hanya ilusi

Hi kamu...... time bangun tadi i have this wild imagination bah... i said to myself, cubath kalau bangun tidur ni buleh badan tarus kurus aahh 

or bangun tidur ada laki ku buatkan aku breakfast 

or bangun tidur ada baby ku sebalah dengan bau2 baby 

or bangun tidur ada amah2 ku sediakan aku baju lawa2 

or bangun tidur tarus belayar ke luar negeri with lotsa cash........ 

i wish!aha  wellll.... slap slap face... reality is not that easy :)

CHEERS~

Random thoughts

Im the type of girl who really believes in LOVE.. MERCY.. HAPPINESS.. I believe in the mightiness of Allah s.a.w. in whatever happen to us in good or bad times He will be there to give us His almighty healing hand.. for us to move on no matter how hard or how long it takes.. at least i know, He believes in me and His love will always be there for me...

I am not a strong person.. i want to be one.. i act as if im one.. but behind your back im this very fragile little girl.. sometimes i can be strong.. stronger than what it takes for me to be one.. eventually at one time, im like this very weak ugly duckling.. i dunno how my future will be like.. i dunno what my future hold. but i always wanna try my best to live my best during this present moment.. the problem with me is that, im not extroverted in pouring my problems or feelings to people.. im a very introverted person in terms of this heart to heart thingy.. i find it really hard to share with people.. even to those close to me.. i always find the right time, the right place.. then i'll pour it out.. but most of the time it'll just burn inside without being poured.. sometimes i turn to you (my blog).. most of the time i seek for Allah's hand.. i've abandon lots of things in my past..

This year im learning to be a better person.. a better person in terms of not letting out what shouldnt be.. to act accordingly.. to be nice to people.. to love those around me more.. to appreciate what i still have... to learn from my past mistakes... to not trust people easily.. to be more open-minded.. to aim higher..

Amin....

oh no...

Hello kamu~~ its friday.... waaa time is running so fast.. it feels like mcm yesterday monday now friday tia.. next week will be a superbly busy week for me.. had plans from monday till the end of the week.. hopfully everything will run smoothly.. amin~ next week nya lagi gonna be busy jua cos end of the week pulang hostel.. if ku inda salah kira lah tu..hehe waaaaaaa im getting neves.. hostel ku alum bayar.. im waiting for the elaun to come out.. waaaa broke th ku ni this month byr hostel..huhu baju raya ku siap sdh but im broke to pick it up *sigh* di malam kan went to tutong town with the sibs.. kali kan when we were jln2 rh huaho mcm semua kan ku bali..  semuath nyaman usulnya..ahah sdh broke atu semuath nyaman bah..ahah  AND baju2 ku alum terikah lagi.. semua alum lagi.. usually semangat sdh ku ni.. but now mcm kurang2 sikit lah.. maybe if ku di hostel nanti semangat kali dah ku..hehe im planning to usai2 lawa2 laa.. bagi cucul apa supaya ku semangat since ani last sem ku di hostel.. i dun mind lah if hostel masih rah tmpt lama.. first pasal ia more closer to uni.. which is good if jalan kaki pun ok.. the new hostel is kinda far from uni.. been like tumpang2 my frens all this while to uni.. which sometimes make me feel bad.. you know inda nyaman rasa bah.. this sem i dunno if transport mengizinkan.. i hope it will.. if anything, buleh jua ku pickup the girls jua to uni without me ikut2 drg saja kan.. amin2.. 

Oyaa.. di malam kan kami planning to go to perayaan.. plan to go to perayaan at lapau p mcm akhir sdh bah since time tu kami baru balik from the beach.. so we jln2 saja arah perayaan tutong.. p frust laa masih jua mcm last year.. frust laa bagi ku cos aku ni perayaan freak ni.. sukaaa ku berabisan.. tutong punya perayaan few years back is the best to me.. even if inda pyh ke bandar or KB pun ok.. semua ada.. longan, sutung tutuk, lekor, nasi bungkus.. dulu ada pertandingan lagi tu aa.. siiiiiiuuuk! aku frust bah mcm di bsb grenti meriah lah mcm last year.. and maybe KB jua and temburung.. tapi my district?? its just once a year and took like 15 days jua saja but why?? why tutong? why?? dulu even ada bunga api lagi courtesy of Mr. Huaho.. siuuk berabis! been nagging about this since last year.. i hope i won't be nagging about this lagi next years to come.. maybe if ku beranti nagging about this meaning fedup th sdh ku tu..ahaha over eh.. sadang2.. kesian jua bah for the kids (temasuk aku jualah..ahahah) yang mau jalan perayaan.. paksa th menunggu ujung minggu kan ke bandar apa.. ok plg jua if kan buat perayaan di sana tapi make sure label2 menuju ke sana cukup.. for KB-ians, BSB-ians grenti inda taulah tampat tu.. most of them i think.. then penjual nya kessiiiaan deh loo.. dlm 5 stalls kali saja.. huhhu bah ok sadang..heheh so di mlm kami end up having our dinner at wywy tutong saja.. ordered buttermilk chicken.. nyums! tediam jua ku sekajap..heheh

Till then, liat leverage ku dulu.. much <3

Adore

Hello kamu..... Holiday is gonna end soon.. mcm sedih ada jua ku sudah... ada jualah ku semangat sikit bali2 stationaries for the new sem.. im more eager for the classes plg.. like i owes do.. i love uni classes more than i like my other classes back then during primary and secondary school.. looking back 4 years ago.. it was like a dream come true for me to be accepted to Uni after my very upsetting A'level result.. huuwaaa! i was offered by ITB jua but i chose UBD for my diploma course after being persuaded by my family.. i actually prefered ITB cos the programme that i chose that is Info. System Programme which really suits my interest more than being a teacher.. the passion towards teaching grew and grew semester by semester with great friends around... great helpful lecturers around too.... my first favourite lecturer was Mr. Nelson.. and so till now.. his first course with us was the POT 1.. which i still love until now.. this semester he will be teaching us too for FOTL.. why Mr. Nelson? for me, no one can beat Mr. Nelson laa.. he's like the top one in my most favourite lecturer list.. masa POT 1 dulu during diploma.. there were like 100+ of us and for lecture he's the only one teaching us.. i like his style of management.. ia very punctual.. if ada urang akhir datang ia tanya kenapa.. lama2 when urang mcm naik kepala akhir2 datang tho ia balik2 warning he said, everytime if ada urang akhir datang mesti derma $1.. after that nada urang akhir datang lagi.. plus if akhir datang ia cm strict sikit laa.. which i think is fair.. pasal arah mitsubishi hall tu if ada urang masuk mcm distracted tia ulehnya.. not just us tapi sir pun distracted jua.. then during his classes, in between his lecture mesti ada selit2 cerita2 cali laa.. and yang paling ku suka is his notes.. walaupun laki2 P notes nya very neat and then mudah faham.. inda plg detail banar.. straight to the point.. if mau detail lagi cari saja laa arah library kan.. then POT II, SCHOOL AND CURRICULUM he provide us with booklets.. which is very convenient.. and then he is very approachable lah.. sanang if kan jumpa ia arah staff nya mcm inda kabak2 like other lectuers kadang2 tepaksa ambil napas panjang2 dulu baru masuk cos nevess berabis.. pernah dulu for my project.. i met him to seek assistance.. and ia tarus bagi tips apa.. ia cek tu sebiji2 karaja tani... very helpful laa.. ia bagi suggestions lagi.. kadang2 if you're lucky ada addons lagi.. and then ia mcm HOD laa.. kalau pasal borang2 uni ni everyone cari ia.. for SHBIE plg tu.. he's like the HEART of SHBIE.. I really adore him.. tapi ia sederhana saja.. nada PHD apa.. and staffroomnya mcm beselerak plg jua sikit2..hehe but still he's this very motivated person.. tho kadang2 macam kesian plg.. ia tired sudah usulnya.. heheh waaaa... I miss UNI.. will start uni this 2nd Aug.. berapa hari saja lagi tu aaaaaaa... im not really looking forward for hostel plg...huhu p i wanna stay di sana laa nanti.. appreciate the last moment there.. last sem there...... wow... sedih ku eh...

Bah krg g sambung aaaa... sakit payuut ku...

insomnia

Tadi kan i ate this very big candy that my sis punya bf balikan from KL and now i think im having sugar rush effects....... langsung inda mau tidur....... kan becakappppppppp saja rasaku.... heh..... and my dst line ari ani yuran tahunan...... nada toleransi banarrrr eh DST ani.. ngam2 bah pkl 12 tadi ia potong credit ku...... now i feel like my hp mcm ilang nyawa which equals to aku pun ilang nyawa...... huhuuhu kesiiiiaann... bila kah ku kan topup credit ku ni... broke lagi sudah ni.. pokai pokai..... klah, gd nyte kamu... melayan rantings ku saja kamu aaa..heheh layan saja tia mangsa insomnia ani...ahahah

sekadar

Assalamualaikum... nuwi abar ni? jaie munchoi2 gala... ahaha the bad thing about living in this village is that we, the Danau-ians tend to mix bahasa tutong with dusun.. so there is always a mixed up in the words we are saying.. calii oohh... hehe i dont (i mean i can't) talk in our language tho i really really mau pandai cakap dusun or tutong.. mcm wow! coolness... p ku paham2 jua lah if dgr2 urang ckp2 in dusun or tutong..hehe for ur info, tho kami tinggal di tutong but we normally don't do the basuh kaki thingy if kawin.. maybe becos both my grandpa and grandma side is not pure Tutong-ians? im not sure *shrug* hehehe

K, jaie mangkol dulu aaa... bye2 :)

tersentap

Hello kamu~ im awake waiting for the finals :) yey! liat di rumah sajala.. my friends ada bawa lepak di rumah drg.. menyalai2 lagi tu.. tempting eh...heheh p drg phm laaa.. gue ngak pndai lepak2 ahir2 mlm..hehe awu KUNU aka KONO aka KUNO aaa...hehe but sweet lah drg... nanti drg mau held salai menyalai lagi p inda ahir2 laa just for me... ooooo sweet~ thanks kamu.. enjoy the WC later aaa.. grenti meriah tu arah kamu.....

Actually i wanna share something laa.. something i wrote in our friendship book.. mcm tesentap ku ba skjp.. dlm 2-3 saat catulah.. it was cani cetanya.. my cousin bagi RM 20 sen arah my uncle ni.. ntah mcm labih2 duit lah msa di miri.. kali my uncle said, baik jua ni untuk pki ke jamban bah.. kali kan.. i said to my bestfriend, that my bestfriend ni pernah bagi aku RM 20 sen arah ku just in case ku ke miri buleh telepon ia pki public telephone.. cute aa?? time tu 2003 and we were like 16... sweet.. so i said to her, ' maybe idea ni beguna jua kalau BF tani nanti jalan overseas tani bagi ia $1 grenti ia bangang tu.. bagitau ia, 'darling, walaupun $1 saja, i hope if one time u desprately need $$$ i hope in the midst of things, this can help u.. use it when u need it' how sweet it that?? tenganga ku sekajap...hehe and this was amazingly 7+ years ago... im amazed :)

ooo tadi kan i watched The house with my lil brother.. awuu merijap ceritanya.. but ada break skajap cos kami kana panggil dinner.. after dinner sambung liat lagi.. time kan nakan2 play tu tutup tia lampu bilik.... gilllleer seram.. my lil bro teriaklaaa..and aku panic jua baaaahhh.. mcm dalam horror movies rasaku.. karan rumah kami tutup panya.. lapas tu inda kami mau meliat lagi... gileerr merijap!

Bah bye2 kamu

Happy birthday mama

Assalamualaikum.. hi kamu~ ohh well it has been quite a busy week for me.. and most (or might as well say, all) of them give me the joys~ its mum's birthday today... :) we celebrated her birthday yesterday.. suppose to be a surprise birthday p kantooooii... but we had fun.. had our lunch at wecan gadong.. cut the cakes there.. me and sis bought the durian cake at breadstop batu besurat.. nyums~ then went to the mall to bawa areesya n akim (and ME!ahah) to the arcade.. first stop was at d'iyad to buy kains for mama and ngangah.. dgani ke sana to dgani pilih for them <3 :) then i hurried to chonghock cos i wanna buy thai horror movies.. i bought the house.. mudahan ja merijap. headed to arcade to join in the fun with the others.. played basketball with akim and some games jua... hehhe siuk! before balik rumah singgah huaho tutong kajap for grocery shopping.. bought ingredients for my wantanho which ajem wanted me to cook dari ri atu sudah..hehe i love cooking wantanho kueytiew cos buleh simpan apa saja in it.. i mean mau seafood kah, vege kah, ayam kah.. i bought tauhu goreng, fishcake, fishballs and vege for the mee.. healthy ya? heheh

As i was saying, i actually wanted (spot the past tense there??? ahah) to start my diet 2 days ago... but...... arrrghh time ku diet2 ni kuat temptationnya kamu.... on that day, ajes message bawa makan at jollibee tutong.. atu masih jua ku dapat resist lah (p masih plg jua dlm utak ku cm, nyaman tu spegati nya.. fries nya.. lemontea nya...ahah) kali bebunyi tia my sis kan k kfc... boh!!! lagith kuat temptation ku...... end up ikut jua ku..... ceh! 2 pieces chicken lagi tu... aaaaaa! then ke supermarket bali lagi keropok ubi yang basar (inda lagi mau yang damit tu.. konon tuk family dvd time mlm tu... p tup tup tup abis tia before dvd time tu.. ceh!) and bali chocolte pods lagi tu... haiya!! then kemarin celebrate birthday mama... how can i resist the nyummy foods???! ahaha but at least i ordered mee bandung.. ahaha apakan.. i love the lekor rh wecan tu.. nyaman berabis~~ me like.... and i oredered tea c special lagi tuuuuu... haiiyyaaa...... and today apa nah ku masak? butter prawn!ahahah sadiss sadisss........ tunggu tah eh mental ku ready... esok lah ku start..... (mcm banar saja ni eh)

Before i end this post, i wanna say happy birthday to my dearest mother... for me, nothing can ever replace her.. her sacrifications, tender loving care, for being there for us in whatever whenever wherever, someone we turn to for anything, who loves us unconditionally and many countless things she has done just so her family is well taken care of... for me, she's the best mum in the world.. great cook.. great baker.. wonderful housewife.. loving mum.. a faithful wife.. who would ask for more? <3 Syukur Ya Allah~

more photos here http://www.facebook.com/#!/album.php?aid=239428&id=692235109&ref=mf

i wish mum doesn't have to work so hard for us......... i wish mum can do things she love without worrying about us..... i wish mum will not shed sorrow tears anymore... i wish mum will be happy forever...... i wish mum a happy birthday <3 <3 <3 love you mama~~~

neves

Sudah ku private blog ku ni mcm sunyi rasa ku..ahaha ntah2 cakap sorang2 kali ku..aha inda palah.. well its friday sudah.. sunday is my mum's birthday <3 my supermum :) since my brother ajes kaja on sunday we're planning to advance it to tomorrow.. cant wait :D

Dimalam neves ku eh.. 25 days lagi panya kan sekulah.. wow... uni will reopen soon.. grenti inda terasa ni cos ada puasa, raya apa kan.. then bln 1 will start my TP.. havent think yet mau sekulah mana.. maybe arah dakat2 rumah ni saja kali or rh kwasan Tutong Town.. hmmmmm... im indecisive.. im neves about TP.. lama berabis sudah ku inda mengajar.. not even peer teaching.. last peer teaching is masa diploma kali.. how i wish kami kana TA aaaa.. but unfortunately nada.. my tuition class will start on January jua.. yey~ thinking about it, nevesssss ku ee jadi cigu ni.... even my friend, melissa, pun ada jualah ceta2 pasal cigu ni.. most of it ia ckp ngalih apalah catu.. neves neves.. aku lagi ni mcm inda berapa bah passion ku kan jadi guru.. mudahan lah ku kana murid2 darjah 1-3.. i love smaller kids~ and if ada rezeki i wanna apply arah MOE.. jadi kerani kah apa kah.. nazir kah..hehe Mau2 tah jua....... kan k arcade di Tutong ku eee... or swimming..... my diet starts today.. so im abit stressful lah cos parut ku ni biasa sudah bah manja di isi2 saja..inda pandai kan control..heheh well, my diet inda plg yg jenis inda makan apa tu lah.. just i focus more on balanced diet.. like makan 3 kali sehari.. nasi sikit saja.. with fish and egg.. less chicken & beef.. makan sayur n buah lah yang penting.. my dinner starts early like 6 pm.. after that inda ku makan lagi.. no snacks no fizzy drinks.. more H2O.. thats the plan plg i hope dapat ku tempuhi (aseh!)..hehe k bye

Stilleto

i watched niyang rapik last night.. love the twists and tmpt nya lawa p merijap.. and today ku baru abis liat semerah cinta stilleto.. cali cetanya.. fuh hot farid kamil di sana.. p syng bah ia tu aa.. suka ya imej nya cm urang alum mandi atu...ahaha but his eyes are sexy..hehhe lain th plg ni.. well i must say its a typical malay movie plg.. not extraordinary.. sadang2 saja.. if liat arah wayang mcm rugi lah rasa ku... but at least i enjoyed them :) today aku rajiiiiiiiin brabis..... i spend my evenings arah dapur masak..... fuh ilang stress ku! i made mee hoon goreng and BBQ chicken wings.... nyums!

Sir Bio

Ada this story arah our friendship book ani.. calii laa bagi ku..

Sir Biology said to us after he gave us our test papers (masa form 4 or 5 kali ni);

Sir - Are your papers wet?
We - No
Sir - Are you sure?
We -  Yes... *Muka bangang*
Sir -  i cried marking your papers

haahahaha caliiiii p kesian plg tu aaa... sir nangis cos our marks werent that good bah.. kesiiaan.. p inda taulah if banar or inda or he was just exaggerating.. p cali + kesian

And i remember dulu masa bio class ni jua.. sir bryan .. aku suka ni dulu sir bryan ani cos ia mcm ala2 doktor bah.. and for his age ia kira henseom lah jua...kali one day tu ia datang mcm biasalah ke class.. p kesiiiiiaaannn... giginya rumpang bah di dapan...... ntah kami pun inda tau pasal apa.. kami ketawa lah time atuuu... mula2 ia pun ketawa p sudah mcm batah n malar kami ketawa marah ya....huhuhu merijapp laaa... next week nya ada tia balik giginya.. gigi palsu lah tu kan...heheh

Hi!

Hello friends~ this week has been really great for me~ siuuuuuk... on monday went out with the gengs jalan2.. liat wayang eclipse.. eat eat.. celebrate birthday hana.. main indoor games (aseh!hehe we played 2 games).. sleepover.. siuk! then patang tuesday i went out with melissa.. liat knight and day (i love it.. tom cruise tu walaupun th ia berumur sdh.. cos ada some parts of the filem buat aku rasa mcm.. wow he's old.. mcm baru saja ku meliat M.I. dulu when he was sizzling hot.. but if sudah hensem atu walaupun tah tua masih jualah hensem bagi ku.. cairrr jua..), window shopping while ceta2 laughing2 catching up with our life's stories.. cali2 cerita my friend ani.. her miscommunication with her 'fiance' caliiii...ahah hi mel! ;p then mel hint2 kan body massage..ahah so we went to health express at qlap.. have to wait another hour cos the place was full so went to qlap mall jalan2.. shopping2.. balik semula to health express at 7 and had our relaxing body massage.. feels great! mcm biasalah after massage selalu lapar kan.. so we wanted to eat something soupy and hot2.. so we went to shabu-shabu.. but ramai berabis urang but we didnt mind waiting mun sdh cravingssssss... ahaha we waited cm 30mins catulah but inda terasa cos kami sibuk cerita2 and ibun2 and taking pictures.. cos we were really patient, we got the couple seat that we wanted... cool eh!hehe we also met Takashi.. ahah its actually this guy who served us.. mel said, 'aii mcm takashi..' ahah what she meant was laki2 tu mcm urang jepun and that Takashi nama suits him.. ngam berabis!heheh after that mel wanted to buy food for her bf since her bf was working at that time.. sweet oh?hehe we sent the food to him.. then headed back home.. on our back home we sang along songs from the CD that i gave her dulu.. mcm2 lagu kami nyanyi.. biarlah rahsia from Dato CT and apakah lagi inda ku ingat..hehe then mel played a song which she sang.. lawa suara nya... mcm penyanyi banar2..hehe u know mcm jenis2 suara M2M catu.. she played the guitar too.. aku asyik lah teriak2..ahaha sweet eh my fren~heheh balik rumah mel at bukit udal and i head back home... what a great night! 

We have this friendship book lah dulu yang kami buat when we were in secondary.. dari form 1-5 kami buat.. there were like 2 dozens of books kami buat..hehe siuuuuuukk lah membaca balik.. at one point i feel like crying.. how lucky i was to have such a great life dari dulu... Praises to Allah.. Ya Allah.. bersyukur ku banar2.. 

Time jalan2 ceta2 tu.. mel ada tanya jualah, 'how's ur life now nurul?' i always tot that i'll have no difficulty answering this question but i end up stuttering.. mcm dlm utak ku.. 'arrr... apa ah???' i mean, banar plg masa ni aku cuti.. and its been like 2 months dah ku cuti.. then i realised how dull my life is... jalan2.. liat series.. liat dvd.. online.. like what??! atulah yang ku answer her plg..heheh but she's a really sweet and nice person lah.. inda ia judge mcm 'what? atu th ganya???' ahaha ijap ku tu mel...ahah but yaa.. to be honest, thats whats going on with my life masa ni... boring oh?? i know... tapi positive lah saja.. namanya cuti kan?ahaha i'll work it (my life) out soon enough... 

Sometimes being single can be sooooooo blissful! hehe u know, sometimes i'll say to myself like 'wow im glad im single' ahaha banar..... but being single sometimes buleh buat tani lonely laaa... or sentimental berabis.. but hey, im doing fine....... and i love my life and no regrets applied :) cheers! 

K i wanna marinate the chickens tuk BBQ karang.. heheh