Farewell 2009~ *good bye wave * #edited#

Salam and hi dearest readers~ 2010 is coming soon.. in less than 2 hours.. below are some of my 2009 happenings.. Some people say new year is just another year but for me a new year is a new self.. in becoming a more better person to not just myself but also other people.. to accomplish my dreams, my parents' dreams.. to make my family happy, to create a wonderful world for my present and future life.. and to learn from mistakes.. basically, Ive just listed out some of my new year's resolutions :) Have a wonderful new year celebration peeps! My new year celebration? Is at home watching TV, cooked MCR (Mumui's chicken rice) hahah mau2 th jua.. thats basically it.. nothing much.. So here goes...

... Done 2 independent study researches n 1 elective research in 1semester during the 4th sem. Hectic semester! But made it pretty well :) went to SR Sengkarai, SR Tutong Kem & SR Rimba
... Had a severe food poisoning during May :(
... Bond up with mena, tan & mena's family :) yehee..
... My Suprise Birthday at Mena's crib. Love it!
... Sleeping over at mena almost every week smpai ech of us hv our own sofa bed.hehe fun moments
... Spent most of the fasting month at mena :) miss our sahur moments aaa. siuk!
... Had mib subject.huhu
... Knew the truth :'(
... Closed the 5yrs relationship book..
... Started her single life 1mnth after the 5yr anniversary.huhu barely made it but she did :)
... July 2009 had my 1 year license renewal~ yeppie
... Bob's wedding day.. he's like our own brother
... Uwa Hj. Idris was admitted to the hospital :( Alhamdulillah he's well now :)
... Berakas fieldtrip with Dr. Hjh Norhani for the Ecology Project & we made a scrap book out of it! Love it
... Nini Kg. Ayer pindah rumah :)
... Belakon jadi c Limah & Dy as C Jinab for our MIB weekly presentation, Topic on Rasuah.. hehe & acted as Mena's nagging mum..hehe
... The fun fun fun Amazing Race!!! This was one of the best moments in my life~ siuuuk!!
... Joined PJ class, last minit plan.hehe one of my favourite class during the sem
... Thank You to Dy and Eyan for every ride~ really appreciate it

Well, that's all, as far as I can remember. A great year indeed! :) Cheers!

Just dropping by

Salam and hi dear precious readers, friends & family~ this is just a short post cos I have to go and jump to bed now cos its 1-ish am already and i have to wake up early tomorrow to buy things for hostel and uni with mum~ i got sentimental just now when it was approaching 12 am cos the new year is just around the corner~ im a very sentimental person ya knowww.. i was having thoughts and reminiscing my 2009 in my head but randomly.. the sad ones.. the fun bits.. its not fair jua to label 2009 as my 'unlucky' year cos i do have fun times and bright moments during this year jua~~ but nevertheless, it's not as bright as my previous years~~ the pains and sorrows took a major role in my life despite of the happiness that sheds in my face.. no one knows exactly how I felt and what i have gone through.. but then, i cannot just judge the levels of my pains based on my own experiences solely cos other people may have gone through more harder and tougher times. whats important is that, whatever happen in 2009, i do believe we surely cant forget entirely. not in a glimpse of the eye..we just put it all aside (like my friend said), put it in a box and seal it.. Start the new year with new resolutions and goals.. be more positive minded and move forward~ with God's will & mum & dad blessings, insyaAllah.. we will be blessed with endless blessings~ Amin...

PS: InsyaAllah will post my 2009 memories in my next post

Miri here i come!

Salam everyone and hi~~ ooo its 11.08 pm already.. i have to go to bed now cos me, sis and ajes will be going to miri tomorrow pakai bus ikut rombongan hospital DPMM which my sis works at..bus will pick us up at Gerai Telisai around 7am.. kinda excited jua but dunno what to expect cos inda pernah kut bus ke miri or anywhere except masa secondary dulu ikut bus ke sekulah.. huhu

Sis said the bus got toilet??hmmm.. sakai ku eh

Excited to go here

My favourite!


I wanna buy this novel cos it got good reviews so far~~ will look for it tomorrow

Till we meet again,
-Mumui-

Get it?

Kebaruan..huhu

Just started using tweetdeck today~~ hehe sakai~ it looks cool and sophisticated :)coolness alert!

I cry...

I cried when I read this statement about this mum & son story :....(

'this woman in Bangladesh told us her little boy was burned one night while she was fetching water. because of the deep mud, she was unable to carry him and had to leave him unattended. she now has an @charitywater project near the house. www.charitywater.'
Taken from: http://twitpic.com/usrqu


look at how dirty their drinking water is..huhu kesiaan

Kesian aaa... huhu just cos the mum mau ambil air maybe quite far from their home.. cos drg nada air di rumah so she have to leave her child sekajap.. what sadden me was the time when she saw her son got burned just cos mau ambil air thats damn far and muddy..huhu~~ i can't imagine how tragic that feels~ we should be thankful cos di rumah bukan saja ada air bersih but very convenient to use.. just on the tap and walllaaaaa~~ but some people in the globe have difficulties in obtaining water.. apa lagi clean water.. paksa keluar rumah lagi.. fight with other people cos the water is limited.. have to drink water yang colournya mcm 'milo'.. huuhhu so thankful to be living in Brunei Darussalam~ Allah bless us always~ amin ~ Alhamdullilah.. Scott Harrison and team is now giving charity water for those in need and it includes this mum & son :) alhamdullilah~~

charity water~~ God bless!

Beautiful picture~~

ps: i remember dulu one of my dream was to be a social worker~ and still hope for that dream to come true~

-mumui-

Jolly-Bee

Went to jollibee the other day with akim before fetching sis from work~ nyums~

akim with his spegatti

I want this garfield~~ p mahal~huhu mybe psl ia bsr tu kali~hmmmm..

-mumui-

FB status collage

Salam~~ have u guys tried the fb status collage in fb?? ika mention this in twitter and i tried it~~ yes it was kinda sentimental.. especially when remembering what every status means to our life back then~~ cheers for the new year everyone~~

Only Hope

Salam everyone.. just a quick post.. we were playing with karaokeplay.com just now.. and ika sang one of my old time favourite songs, only hope by mandy moore~ enjoy her recording~ thumbs up kaaa~~ love it! Buleh jadi topstar ni c ika ni I tell u..


Online Karaoke

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awaken in the infinite cold
But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me all the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I pray
To be only yours
I know now
You're my only hope

Mmm....
Ooh....

http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/Only-Hope-lyrics-Mandy-Moore/57F43FE3F346987A48256B75001570E6

-Mumui-

Happy sundae!hehe

Salam and hello dear readers~~~ it was a fun fun sunday indeed for me.. havent gone out for..mmm i dunno how many days/weeks?.. been home for as long as i can remember.. *exaggerating supaya kamu kesian dah tu bawa ku jln..ahah* went out to watch movie aka santau.. didnt regret watching it.. and yang sadis nya adakah aku telampau emosi menangis th plg ku masa last part.. i tot bini nya mati..huhu~~ ingat plg ku david teo ckp rh tv3 'filem seram yang berairmata' haha apa punya david teo! so ya.. it is one of my fav horror movies.. thumbs up to puteri mardiana for the great act!!! i even have goosebumps especially masa part in the car~~huhu

ku post gambarnya yang ni saja aaa.. bari kambang bulu bh gambarnya rh filem atu..huhu

Throughout the movie i was leaning towards akim.. ahaha inda pedah cos ia pun leaning rah ku jua ketakutan.. we were both bepegang2 tangan.. and throughout tu most of my scripts were, 'kesian bini nya.. kesian bini nya' i mean mcm due to orang atu dangki kan kesenangan lakinya bininya plg yang sengsara.. kesian lah~~ u can feel the pain yang bininya lalui~~ hate it masa part bininya inda suruh laki nya jln keraja cos she was scared and the husband still insist on going to work~ argh! cant tolerate that~~family should come first. ada part2 cali jua but inda plg sampai ketawa tebahak2 but calinya ada message.. we watched it in seri qlap cineplex. then ate at the mall.. mkn mkn then kboxing lagu isabella (requested by akim..belabih usulnya memegang mic p inda hafal lirik..heheh) then lagu hampa hati ku from ungu.. i was excited part dangdut nya.. 'bah bah aku part dangdut aaa' i said..aahha 'Maafkan aku sayangku Bukan maksudku menyakitimu, mengkhianatimu Ampuni aku sayangku.. Cukup katakan aku tak lagi mencintaimu~~~'

ahahah then akim and ajes played at the arcade~ had fun time watching them played.. then went to leapple to buy kiriman mama.. sooo sayang lupa bawa camera lau inda dapat jua begambar rh nbt~huhu got lotsa wonderful memories there ;) *winks*

sorry quality gambar kurang elok ;p nanti th membali blackberry..wuhuu

Well~~ thats basically it..simple day but had lotsa fun!

ps: mau mkn indomee dong! but akhir sudah

Salam,
- Mumui -

What's important?

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA **laughing hysterically** bear with me yah~~ thats just a welcoming speech~ wth! Im bored here at home.. my sis and bro are going out to the mall to The Secret Recipe.. i didnt wanna go cos Im saving $$$ for my hostel rents! ceh!!! and now im officially feeling frustrated!!! i wanna go to the secret recipe!!! I know my sis plg yang belanja tu but someway or another there is this feeling of boring-ness bejalan but having no $$$ in ur wallet *i guess u know that feeling* ~~~~ Thats just me feeling upset~~~~ *ignore me*

Last night we experience blackout at home *or was it the whole of Brunei or Tutong??* it was only about 15mins and all of us gathered at the living room with only 2 lighted candles~ wah! romantic giteewww~ while menunggu karan buka kami share2 cerita lah and joke around~ my dad cerita about one of his indian workers ani. his Malay is always tebalik bah.. cam that day he said 'hari ini kambing sembelih orang melayu' which he meant was ' hari ini orang melayu sembelih kambing' ceh!huhuhuh one time atu he ordered his workers ani.. he said ' kasi buang itu tanah dalam kereta' so the workers tot he wanted them to put sands into the car~~ ahah but he actually meant 'tanah dalam kereta itu kasi buang' hahahah see how language plays a very important role in communication and instructions specifically~~~so beware!ahahah

My brother akim asked my dad last night, 'Bah kalau kucing kawin sama kangaroo, anak nya apa?' bah bah cuba kamu teka~~~~ 3....... 2 ..... 1 .... teeeetttttttt~~ jawapannya doremon! ahahah wth!

Oyaa, that day i promised to cerita bout my experience during my bro's berkhatan tu kan... ooo gimana mau start yaaa.. it was a totally new experience for me.. i even when inside the 'operation area' and see them operate it LIVE! i wasnt very please with the environments and surroundings tho.. back then when i was in the operation room at ripas, getting rid of my mole, the operation room was very pleasant and friendly.. they played musics and the doctor explain to me every procedure like 'ok now mau potong, ok now mau jahit' so at the same time the nervousness atu fades away~ but this one, masa beque to the guy playfully showoff the equipments, u know things like scissors and knife, to the children.. even i myself was getting nervous at that time.. how i wish in the waiting room they provide the kids with comics or tv shows that can alihkan drg punya nervous atu bah.. and masa dalam operation room u can see and hear every bits of the procedure which makes my brother more and more nervous.. we did bawa cerita2 plg.. but of cos the curiosity of whats going on to his 'thingy' makes him meliat and bangun occasionally which menambah lagi nervous and kesakitan atu.. im not saying it was a bad experience, i do salute the way they did the thing.. very experienced.. like one of my friend said, 'baik inda boring tu aa meliat atuuu tah ganya..ahahah' just wan them to touch on some motivational aspects for the kids so that it does not become one of their bad experience in life.. maybe jua cos they just move to a new place so they havent done much yet to the place :) I do hope in the future it would be a better and happier process for the rest of the kids or even my kids nanti :) amin~~

oklah, gtg now~~ c u guys in my next posts~

To my beloved readers

Woman, Delta Goodrem

"Woman"

I worked late but you don't wait up
My bones ache and i'm cleaning the place up
Sometimes i don't even know i care

I sit down take off my make-up
I lay down but you don't wake up
Sometimes i wonder if you know i'm there

I can't remember the last time you
Told me i'm beautiful, and i can't remember
Last time you said anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

Now i hope that you don't wake up
When it's too late to make up
You'll be the one that's alone and that's sad

In time you'll find somebody
The truth is she'll never be me
And that's when you're going to miss what we had

When all i really needed to hear was "you're beautiful"
All i really needed to hear was anything at all

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

I'm not your friend who only needs you sometimes
And if i'm your lady
You got to treat me like...

I'm a woman
A woman with a heart
And i deserve your all
I'm not some girl who don't know what she wants
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
'cause being just your woman is not enough

A woman needs your heart
A woman needs your all
A woman needs your everything
I'm a woman
And i need to be touched
And i need to be loved
And i deserve your everything
I'm a woman
I'm a woman
I'm a woman

Imagine this~

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.
Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?
Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.
Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.
It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.
If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!
The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present.i

Interesting indeed~

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Purnama merindu

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone~~ as u all are aware of my blog is private now.. hope it doesn't burden you to log in with ur account lagi just to read this blog..hehe ;p hope u don't mind..

Yesterday when to perkuburan Hanna's father, Haji Abang Ali (Al-Fatihah).. Yes it was a tough time for me to believe it and to face it p apa lagi badan yang menggangung kan.. Hanna you have to be strong.. no matter what, cepat or lambat tani pun akan pergi jua dari dunia ani and insyAllah tani akan dipertemukan lagi dengan yang telah pergi dan yang sama2 pergi.. I know its easy to say than done.. I do hope that u'll never forget that you still have us.. to be with you whenever you need one.. Be strong Hanna~~ Semoga uncle di cucuri rahmat untuk selama-lamanya~~ Amin~~~ *hugs*





Been doing some pizza-ing (ahaha adakah word ani) with the siblings.. oooman! hehe sis been sooo rajin to make it again today..nyum2.. will grab the pics from her nanti and below are pictures of my version of pizza last week..hehe





Suddenly I miss my hostel room.. mum said i should tukar bilik ke tingkat bawah but tho bilik ku tingkat dua but I just love that room.. selesa and friendly.. should i? I mean, banar plg tingkat dua tu hinders and memalaskan ku tuk ke bawah.. to jog, to sasah pakaian, to go to the kanten.. but will the new room that im gonna get be better than my room yang tingkat dua? i dunno lah.. should i? (hehe majal)

Once upon a time this song was one of the songs that I love..


Purnama Merindu

Bermaknakah tiap baris kata-kata
Ataukah hanya dibibir saja
Bersungguhkah rindu yang engkau pamerkan
Ataukah sekadar hanya lakonan

Rindu... telah melekat dalam hatiku
Walau awan berlalu
Rinduku... tak berubah... arah

Purnama mengambang... cuma berteman
Bintang berkelipan dan juga awan
Siapa tahu...
Rindu yang mencengkam di hatiku

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merayu padamu yang sudi... merindu ku

Purnama mengambang berbagai warna
Bila embun pun datang bintang purnama
Tinggallah aku sendirian bertemankan malam sepi

Aku meminta pada yang ada
Aku merindu pada yang kasih
Aku merindu padamu yang sudi memujuk

Hiaskanlah cinta di jari manisku
Sinarkan bagai gemerlap kencana
Tandakanlah kasih dimercu kalbu
Serikanlah purnama yang merindu

and it still is until now~~ love the lyrics...

im blanked..hehe adios!

Just a peek..

Salam n hi everyone..nw im enjoying d moments wf eyan,dyane,hana, tan n mena at mena's house.will go for our day out later to catch a movie..do sum kboxing jua..hehe its a great day,i hope..my bro had gone thru his berkhatan moment td.. Safely..hehe will post my experience in my later post..so long.. Gtg~ have a nice day

A beautiful day~

Salam and hi everyone~~~

i've just finished my exams last wednesday and now im in my holiday mode already..heheh~~ for a month or so...yeppie~~~~ looking forward for any vacations with my family.. haven't plan any but going to miri will just do...heheh Tommorow will be a very 'special' day for our family..heheh because my youngest beloved brother will go through his circumcision once in a lifetime moment tomorrow.. and I have to be there for him which means I can't join my gang's sleepover at mena tonight.. oh well.. hope they will have fun without me..kehekeh.. but will join our outings tomorrow.. wait for me guys~~~~ehehhe feelin excited to go out and have fun with friends who i love and loves me (i hope!ahaha) Its friday and im planning to bake some biscuits which im sooo craving for.. Peanut Butter Biscuits.. will do that later and will post some pictures later on.. I have been really addicted to wikihow.com website and the latest article that ive been reading is 'How to be Happy' (lamoo..hahah i know) and one of the things that I love is...

Practice forgiveness. There is a tendency for people who are experiencing distressful circumstances to pass blame onto others. Children, for instance, may commonly blame their parents for the life challenges that they are facing. However, when we practice forgiveness, with it comes a sense of relief from burdensome thoughts in addition to the ability to forge healthier relationships with others. When forgiveness becomes a conscientious practice, anger finds a resolution and true healing can commence. Anger is counter-intuitive to happiness, and any incidence of it is best resolved through positive emotions - and forgiveness helps provide this necessary release. - http://www.wikihow.com/Be-Happy

Love that paragraph~~ so true indeed~~~ About my biscuits.. yup ive baked it already.. and it turn out and taste just the way I like it.. Syukur.. will bake some more for my uwa (cos she love it..hehe).. and we have mini bbq bawah rumah tadi while i was baking.. had chicken wings.. smoked beef.. nyummilicious..

fresh from the oven

baru di cat with egg yolk

Well.. this is all for now.. happy weekends everyone~~ :)

Love, Mumui

Scared of lonely - Beyonce

I'm in this fight and I'm swinging and my arms are getting tired
I'm trying to beat this emptiness but I'm running out of time
I'm sinking in the sand and I can't barely stand
I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

I try to be patient but I'm hurting deep inside
And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night
And I can't find my way, won't you lead me home?
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely

I cry at night 'cause my baby's too far to be by my side
To wipe away these tears of mine so I hold my pillow tight
To imagine you I'll stretch your hand looking for mine
'Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I need your break when nobody is around
'Cause I'm tired of this emptiness
I think I'm drowning, I can't be lonely
And I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of being the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me

I'm scared of lonely
And I'm scared of be the only shadow I see along a wall
And I'm scared of the only heart beat I hear beating is my own
And I'm scared of being alone, I can't seem to breathe
When I am lost in this dream, I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely, I'm scared of lonely