Sucky Yucky

Three Sucky things about ME:

1. most of the time im reign by my heart not my mind or both.. 

2. i can sound mean but i dont mean to be mean

3. i procrastinate alot!

Screw me! Im stresssed out!

Take a break

Salam and hello friends.. been reading heartlessly for gnc test tomoro.. huhu really2 nada mood to revise (what a bad attitude! kekeh) n im seeking for excuses so that i have other 'prior' things to do lah konon nya.. ahah and b4 this ive been in the kitchen masak kerang kicap (mau th jua yang complicated bah.. selalunya lau ku malas2 ku masak simple2 jua ganya..) and now capi2 tia kan memblog.. youtube tah ku segala2.. ish.. i hope lapas ni penyakit M ku ni lari... huhu

Ni lagu tugasan af8 for minggu 3..

ALIF – Sesuatu Janji (Taufik Batisah)
SHAHIR – Derita Cinta (Jamal Abdillah)
IWAN – Permaisuriku (Jay Jay)
MAULANA – So Sick (Ne-Yo)
DAUS – Separuh Jiwaku Pergi (Anang) 
AIN – Cinta Antara Benua (Arni Nazira)
FARINA – Cantik (Nikki)
ANUM – Kau Atau Aku (Main Tarik Tali) (Elyana)
NAD – Bulan Cinta (Eva)
ADIRA – Kini (Feminin) 


Frust! i want shahir to sing separuh jiwa ku pergi..... hmm.. 



Cute! heheh 



Adira, Ku Percaya Ada Cinta.. love her voice!


Kamu Kamu... Kamu pernah liat ceta ni dulu? el amor no es como lo pintan? famous amos ni dulu.. do leave your comments if kamu pernah liat dulu aaa...

Bah revision dulu~~ (cam si banar~ahah)

You're one in a million.. Akim...

Happy belated 10th birthday dear baby brother akim... 

21st March 2010

I wrote this on my fb wall for him...

His birthday celebration @pantai telisai.. had a great time!

We got him one of his wishlist items :) We Love You!!!

The end

This was made few days ago.. hesitate to post but here it is... 

Salam friends.. Im now at mena's crib kan tdur bt feels like i wanna share something here.. I knw ku jarang or nda pernah mention bout my ex bf ever since kami brokeup. But tonight i feel like sharing some things bout us in the past and us now. I was with my bf for 5years+.and we broke up june last year.. I forgive but i dun forget..i dun hold grudge.. I just dont wana forget the gud times we had together. I wna treasure all those moments and put aside the bad stuffs. Of cos for 5years lots of tings became routine to us like going out on a date every saturday, 1 misscall f we miss each other, 2 misscalls f we wana sleep.. And some more. I dun blame him f he still mc me f he wna sleep cs i knw prkara tu sdh jdi kebiasaan rh nya.. Im d type who doesnt mind bout lil stuffs cematu. I want people around me to be happy.. Yes, moving on is so not easy..every now and then tears will sure fall.. Memories will come back to you.. You will miss him caring bout you.. I use to share everything with him.. He wud listen.. He wud say things to make me feel better. He will always be by my side no matter what.. He loves to see me laugh.. F i laugh he will laugh too.. F i laugh too loud he will 'shhh' me but he wudnt stop me.. F im in hstel he'd be so woried f i have enuf water and food to eat.. I remember dlu ia blikn kipas cs tym tu ku aftr operation.. Ia tkut my wounds gatal f panas.. And he gave me broadband for our anniversary gift so dt ku nda boring d hstel. Ia blikn hp N95 as my birthday present. Now hp ni ia pki cs aftr d breakup i gve evryting back to him. Tho ia da his own hp even lg cangih dri n95 bt he stil us my hp tu cs he said dats part of me dt he had left.. We are in our separate ways now tho.. But all d wonderful memories we shared will forever be in me.. Im happy with my life now.. We just have to accept dat people come and people go. Only true frens will stay so does our family and our true love which i hope i'll get to meet on one sweet day.. Kun faya kun.. Salam..

PS: I dun wanna talk about this anymore........ The end

Mimpi

Salam.. M bloging via my hp. Later will be hving sleepover at mena's.. I arived early to hostel 2day n jus had my breakfast..now ku malas n limpang2 ja.. Mcm ular daaa..he2 after dis kan do my laundry..duh its piling sdh kn panuh bh baldi.. Huhu i love my hostel room ani cos f limpang2 ul b facing the beautiful bluey clouds and d green trees.. So calming eh.. Tadi otw here dangar lagu frm KRU, sayang. Sedih me.. sweet brabis lgu ni.cm ala2 kerispatih.mengalah sja..huhu sweetness.. Mngalahkn gula2 rabbit..ai nymn tu gula2 tu.. P nda dpt mkn lg kn..huhu last nite i dreamt aku kawin.. Tapi kan aku mcm pelarian bh..cm wanted lah..tp yg sweetnya my hubby protect me frm being found.. Sweet! Sapa my huby dlm ceta 2?biarlah rahsia..haha sum1 unexpected.. But me like..haha lanjisss.. Kalikn yg sweetnya da part dlm mimpi ku ni my hubby msk fr me and then kami basuh pinggan sma2.. *pengsan* kamu tau cm inda mau bgun bh ku..haha mamaku bguni blik2 pn ku nda mau bgun..x dh ku bgun jmban msh kna pki..tdur balik rh bilik mama ku hoping dpt mimpi tu balik.. P hampa..haha dasarr..

K.. Kan nyasah dulu..taraaa..

Remember Me.......

I wanna watch this!!!! Dy u r sooo gonna like this movie~~~heheh

A lovely week indeed

Assalamualaikum~ and hi dearest friends~ it has been a very long week for me last week.. got lots of events happening but most of them are really fun! hehe yesterday i was pretty tired plus i wasnt feeling really well.. hmmm.. wasnt in the mood of eating.. that is soooo not me kan..hmmm.. hehehe Bah here goes...

Monday

Went to SR. Rimba 2 for an informal class observation for our maths class... an awesome school i must say.. everyone was nice lah overall nya.. went to observe an english class for pra.. learnt alot from that class.. siuuukk~~ since the class was abit small so cant really go round the class.. hmmmmmm... if i go round the class grenti will distract the class..  and the teacher pun will get distracted juaa.. inda palah.. but i felt lucky to be in that class.. never had the chance to observe a foreign teacher.. :)

Went to Dr. Jam's crib.. the food was great! and we had a really really really fun time singing using the magic microphone! aiiiiiii... i never knew it existed.. i want one...siuuuk berabis ketawa.. walaupun sora ku inda mengizinkan patang tu but mau tah jua menyanyi~~ siuuuuukk eh.. i miss that moments with u beautiful ladies~~ siuk time tu ahh.. and tuan rumah really2 baik~~ thank you soooooo much for the great day !!!

Tuesday

Went to watch My Name Is Khan with my man...ahahah nada bah.. with my brother, ajes.. watched the 3pm show at seri qlap cineplex.. what can i say about this movie aaa.. im just speechless.. its is soooooo beautiful.. indah bah jalan cetanya.. yup im so into this kind of movie.. if kamu ingat dulu ceta famous amos, I am Sam~

duh sedih banar tu ceta tu.. In MNIK, I love the part masa ia jatuh cinta rh kajol.. when ia liat kajol in the eyes (he's autistic and he doesnt look at people in the eye) p ada couple of times ia liat kajol.. aaaa tegodaaaa.. ahah SRK really did a great job! masa ia selamatkan mama jenny part atu ku paling rawan sawan lah... masa ia finally get to meet mr.president...  time tu i cant hold it lagi.. kan raung2 saja ku inda..hehe yang calinya everytime ajes siruk2.. aku tarus toleh arahnya...ahahha menyibuk jua ku tu.. abis kana cubit!ahaha siuuk laaa.. sweet cetanya... i love it! one of my favourite!

Wednesday

Ni hari paling tekajut dalam dunia... huhuh Cg. Zelzy mengajut gto kami ada lawatan sambil belajar to Jabatan Penjara.. Aduhhhhh... nevessss gila ku time tu..... antah over banar.. heheh first ting ku ckp 'alum g ku ready mentally physically ni' seh! tapi banar bah.. bab2 penjara ni alah banar ku... bari rawan ati bah..huhuhu i dun wanna cry... kesian kali aaa..huhuh dgn rasa berat ati.. i went there with my coursemates and others from other courses as well ikut bus to Jabatan Penjara Jerudong.. ada taklimat, demo sebat (sibad kata dyane..hehehe) bari rawan banar eeeee... kabak2 bah jantung..huhuhu then ke gallery.. bari kambang bulu laa.. ada drg buat replica tmpt hukuman gantung with tali yang durang pernah gunakan.. huhuh sepanjang lawatan ni ku bnyk diam.. cos i was really3 rawan hati.. i was imagining how they would feel dalam atu.. when tali tu sudah arah leher durang... huhuh kesiaaan.. finally group photo.. :)

Malamnya membuang stress went kboxing with hanna banana and hana treat me my favourite icecream... hehe chocolate sundar mcD.. nyumss.. thanks hana!!! :)

Thursday

I was totally exhausted and did not talk much......

Friday

Had a wonderful time with the whole family to BSB!! Bnyak kejutan and happy2 moments! i love it!!!

Saturday & Sunday

I had a good long rest at home~ :)

Now its the starting of a new week.. its monday.. sok will be going to SR Telisai for my observation :) Chayooooo.. i love schools~~hehehe

Flying machine

Ohmy..its 3am+ and ku msih guling2 ats katil..huhu cnt sleep so i plan 2 blog instead using my hp (kesiaan deh lo).. Went to seri damai restoran td with hana n tan.a pakistani restoran in qlap.. Hana kn memabak= mkn mertabak (ia prasan bnyinya cute bh..haha) rh ca mohamad.p tutup.so kmi cba rh restoran ni. i ordered chic briyani..nyman..n hana's garlic nan nyman..me lyk.. Part yg paling cali msa kmi membayar rh cashier.. Cashier ni ngangkat cashing machine tu bh tuk ambil $$ yg drg simpan d bwh..tekajut bnr ku..tebeliak mta ku mliat cs i tot dat cashing machine terabang! I rely3 tot mcm bnr bh ia terabang..c hana pandai2 ckp 'mna tau technology msa ni bh mna tni tau' cos ia pn tkjut jua..hahaha calii ee..c tan pa lg ktawakn kmi dua..n ku pn til nw tekidum2 ganya.. Adakn cashing machine dpt terabang? Palaw bnr eh..hehe Bh il try to sleep nw.wish me luck! 

Hostel here i come! huhu

Will be off to hostel soon~~ huhu sedih banget dong... inda palah.. i can do it!hehe apakan .. semuath kan motivate diri..sekadarness aku ni...hehe k tada~~

Tinggal Kenangan

Im currently loving this song from saleem, tinggal kenangan.. caramel band had done a cover for this song.. an accoustic version.. and i love it! Enjoy~








Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan
Ingin ku Lupakan Semua Tentang Dirimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Bintangku

Jauh Kau Pergi Meninggalkan Diriku
Di Sini aku Merindukan Dirimu oohhh
Kini ku Coba Mencari Penggantimu
Namun Tak Lagi Kan Seperti Dirimu
Oh Kekasih

Pernah Ada Rasa Cinta Antara Kita
Kini Tinggal Kenangan....

Mr right?

Salam..hello friends.. Just finished doing my assignments..alum siap lagi bt since its late already i went off to bed. Then, i remembered while i was multitasking tadi..keke a fren of mine asked about my mr.right. I didnt gave dis friend an answer.. I mean i couldnt.. cos frankly speaking i havent tot of it yet cos my heart is still sealed and bleeding (maybe) or maybe i just dun wana tink about it this soon.. I'll think about it.. But for sure im always attracted to family guy type. Klu rh pasar, i saw a guy with their mum bali2 ikan.. Or a guy yg lagi suka spend tym wif family rather then their friends.. There are some tings bout these kind of guys dat attract me.. :) n most importantly jua, ia mesti honest,humble, sederhana and suka layan ulah2 ku..hehe

klh,tdr dlu..nyte2 :)

Attention

Waaaaaaaaaaa kajar2 lutut ku blog kesayangan ku ni tadi ada virus~~~ cana buleh tu aaa... so i have to redesign my blog.. delete satu2 my page elements to find out apa yang membawa virus atu.. and u know what? the virus came from the blogger gadget sendiri bah... i dunno maybe cos gadget to ada ads so third parties can interfere? *ceh i sound like a geek now* hehe my gadget was the scribble digital clock~ so beware.. 

K kan sambung makan... inda ku jadi lunch bah tarus tadi kekajutan..hehe

Multi-tasker ;p

Women are well known for their multi-tasking abilities compared to the men~ and im one of those yang suka buat multi-tasking (depends jualah ikut 'uri' ku) heheh meaning if ku beuri cm 'OMG banyak nya kaja' so i'll do multi-tasking like now.. im doing our g&c slides while emailing my friend while blogging while peeling the mask from my face...ahaha sekadar~ bah kan k dapur ku minum nescafe~ nescafe addict ku masa ni eee... sooo not good! cos caffeine really can make me NOT sleep.. banar~ i can stay awake smpai 5am pun pernah.. just guling2 atas katil.. stress ku...heheheh  

Membawa stress

Hello~~~ hehe dad found a new cat from his work place sama mcm chom chom..hehe but ni masih baby.. sudah ia basar sikit dad plan tu bawa ke rumah that cat..yeheeee~~ :) nothing can replace the original chomchom.. but with a new cat around least the house isn't that 'empty' :) yey!! can't wait..

Now listening to Semakin Ku Kejar Semakin kau jauh.. inda hafal liriknya.. just that title ja ku nyanyi..hehe but i love this song.. catchy but lirik nya lawa... :) just guyang2 badan ja.. nasib ku duduk lau bediri.. hmmmmm begoyang2 inul tah ku kali.. membawa stress ani...ahaha next song jadi mellow tia.. one of my fav. song jua Rapuh from Agnes Monica.. suka ku ni karaoke lagu ni..... kejiwa banar.. lau dapat meleleh, meleleh ni airmata lau menyanyi.. airmata darah lah lau dapat... slow plg banar lagunya... p cuba kamu nyanyi cam let out banar lagunya~~hehe majal... majal banar c mumui ani.. i know ;p

Bah me kan mandi dulu.. awu ahir ku mandi.. baik jua daripada inda mandi kan?heheh kidding.. memang ku mesti mandi lau mlm lau inda gelisah tia ku tidur.. hmmmm.. Tata~~

Hingga Akhir Waktu

Im here again.. awu semangat bnr ku kan update blog ku pasal ku nada mukabuku masa ni..ahah ndang sngaja ku deactivate.. just want some 'fresh air'..hehe apakan.. plus bnyak kerja mau diberesin.. gue panasaran..ahah trauma dong.. hehe

I wanted to share my stories of what happen to our beloved cat chom chom yesterday.. amazing how chom chom made me cry.. before this kami da jua house cat and mati but i never cried.. usuallynya ku just feel rawan ati ja.. but different with chom chom.. im not really a cat lover.. bagi ku da kucing or nada doesnt make any difference.. maybe pasal ku owes kelayi sama chom chom yang buat ia really close to my heart.. kadang2 ku marah ia if ia gauk.. i'll say, 'balik kau tmpat asal mu karang' which is arah pembuangan sampah telisai.. yup ajes found him there a year ago.. bulunya kambang.. mula2 ia rh kami kurus alus saja.. but now basar bdnnya.. bulunya kambang.. he's the love of the family pasal ia cute.. according to my brother plg tu.. ia suka tidur atas katil beaikon.. ku owes komplen if ia tidur atas my bed..kalau pagi ada tu ya nyamak sblh ku tidur.. hehe but now i really miss his presence.. ia accident kemarin and i was the first person to balut ia sama kain.. rawan banar ati ku.. smpai ku goyang2 badan nya hoping that ia buleh bangun balik.. inda lama tu ajem balik from tutong.. and he went pale.. before ku nangis dapan ia aku tarus jalan tu fetch akim from ugama.. and dalam keta i couldnt hold my tears.. i was like, 'banarkan ni??' 'cana ku kan gto akim ni?' and when ku ambil akim i said jokingly, 'kucing mu mati' and he didnt believe me. smpai rumah akim saw chomchom laying helplessly on the floor.. first thing he said, 'kucing apa tu?' then we buried him. naik atas akim nangis and i was able to hold my tears.. up till now, we still talk about him.. tmpat makannya.. cagenya.. masih ada mcm biasa.. selalunya ada ya ni tidur atas my bed.. but now nada lagi... oh and di malam ajem played 'hingga akhir waktu' and he said, 'lagu ini di tujukan untuk chom chom' and we cried...

Ku coba untuk melawan hati

Tapi hampa terasa di sini tanpamu

Bagiku semua sangat berarti lagi

Kuingin kau disini

Tepiskan sepiku bersamamu

***

Tak `kan pernah ada yg lain disisi

Segenap jiwa hanya untukmu

Dan tak `kan mungkin ada yg lain disisi

Ku ingin kau disini tepiskan sepiku bersamamu...

Bagiku semua sangat berarti

Kuingin kau disini 

Bagiku semua sangat berarti lagi

Kuingin kau disini 

Tak `kan pernah ada yg lain disisi

Segenap jiwa hanya untukmu

Dan tak `kan mungkin ada yg lain disisi 

Ku ingin kau disini tepiskan sepiku bersamamu...

Hingga akhir waktu ...

Hingga akhir waktu ...

Hingga akhir waktu ...

Miss you chom chom.. :(

Jangan memilih aku

Hello dearest friends.. its the fourth day of the semester break.. wahh inda lagi lama masuk uni balik.. im trying my best to keep this spirit high! yes i will~ tho in many obstacles, hardships and impossibilities that im going to face, i have to be bold.. at least i'll try :) 2010.. i have a very optimistic views this year but so far not much have i gain that make me proud of myself.. oh mui stop pressuring yourself! hehe

Oh kamu~~ do listen to this song.. Dy promo this song to me.. its really close to my heart.. Jangan Memilih Aku from Anang & Windy.. great song & lyrics!

Terenggut hatiku terpanah asmara

sedih suka sirna sudah

bila kau jadi milikku

Memang lukaku belum sembuh semua

juga dukaku belum sirna semua

reff :

Jangan memilih aku

bila kau tak sanggup setia

kau tak mengerti aku

diriku yang pernah terluka

Jangan memilih aku

bila kau tak sanggup setia

kau tak mengerti aku

diriku yang pernah terluka

cinta

Ku pernah terluka

Hasrat ini mau hati

tak mau pisah darimu

back to reff

Diriku yang pernah terluka

cinta

Jangan memilih aku

Jangan memilih aku..

Gtg now.. will update soon~ kan makan begedil dulu hasil tangan ajem ..ahah ;p

Ranting nda pedah2

Hey~noting much.. Been b*tching bout my pillow mlm ni bnr2 nda comfy n my neck hurts.. I miss my pillow @ hostel which i bought at giant bt really2 comfy.. Ahh i want u pillow. And I miss chom chom.. Ia owez nyamak rh our bed n ku owez mrh2 rhnya bt nw how i wish we have him back :'(

gd nyte

In wonderful memories

Our beloved cat chom chom died today :'( *sob2*

Fly

Don't fly too high cos even if you fall it won't hurt that much~~

Untitled

I'm SCARED..................

When the heart speaks

I created this just now.. Came out frm d heart but nt related to me in any way..enjoy

Dear you.. All i wanted to hear frm u were just 2 words.. 'Dont Go'.. U left me.. u left me face this trauma all alone.y did i evn knw u?y did u even knw me?y did u make me fall for u?y? When all i wanted from you was to be by my side during my last hours here on earth. nothing more. You.. I like you the way you are.. You're a very nice person tho in certain times you acted so heartless.. you don't seem to care.. i feel so comfortable with u around, somehow, in any sort of ways..i feel happy and alive.. But some humans are created to be selfish, not all are willing to sacrifice for other people's happiness.. And so did you.. I understand..

You will always be my rainbow now and forever, Nevertheless..