Feeling lucky

Assalamualaikum~~~ hello everyone~

Blog i miss you.. sorry for abandoning you for a very long long period of time~ its 8.21 in the morning and its a very beautiful day~ dangar2 lagu.. drinking hot tea (ahah nada bah posa ;p) im in hostel now.. my fortune cookie said 'MAKE THE MOST OF YOUSELF, FOR THAT IS ALL THERE IS OF YOU' Yes! I will~~~ I've been feeling quite down for the past few days ani.. everyone of us got problems kan.. personal problems that we just can't share with anyone.. or problems that we don't want to cry on telling it cos it just breaks our heart~ anyway, today I hope and I'll try to be very optimistic! Positive attitude baby~ Sometimes I thought about it.. whats the use of hoping but our heart is never happy waiting and hoping things that aren't going to happen.. like Oprah said, 'FACE THE REALITY.. WOMEN STILL HOLD ON BECAUSE THEY STILL HOLD ON TO THEIR DREAMS.. IF THEY LOOK AT THE REALITY, THEY WOULD BE LONG GONE' So true~


I've not been back home for the past 7 days? but then, its for work.. for my future kan.. i don't really mind jualah.. but i do miss them tho.. other people have bigger problems than mine jua.. mcm di mlm.. an international student from Philippines told her story to us of how their life is there.. she said, its very scary to live there cos there are always bombing and war happening near her place.. kesian kan.. everytime they saw helicopter here they'll feel dup dap dup dap cos in her place helicopter is a sign that there are or going to be war.. and for us? we should feel lucky to be living here in Brunei.. a very peaceful country.. and whenever we saw helicopter we are more than excited kan? hehe kesian lah kan.. she got 3 children and she's here in Brunei.. so far away from her kids.. lagi kesian kan? i was abit sensitve jualah d mlm.. i felt like crying.. so the conclusion, whenever we feel down about ourselves, remember that there are other people out there who are more unfortunate than us~

it's the end of week 6 today.. tommorow will be week 7.. got lots of worksssss to finish up *sigh* and raya is coming soon~ happy advance raya everyone~ siuuuuk ni rancangan TV ;P

So long~ till we meet again.. thank you for reading :)

Love,
Mumui

Don't wanna try - Frankie J

"Don't Wanna Try"

(oooo)...don't wanna try don't wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..don't wanna try no more
(ooo)..don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try

[Verse 1]
i can't believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can't believe it ..4 years gone down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i try'd to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
u kept insistin' and resistin' that u would not fall again
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
ur tellin' me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
don't wanna try don't wanna try i 'bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[Verse 2]
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now ur tryin' to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin' to come back home
u tellin' me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

[Chorus]
don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]
(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try don't wanna try..oo)

(don't wanna try don't wanna try)
(don't wanna try no more)
(don't wanna try dont wanna try don't wanna try no more ooo)