Assalamualaikum~ my life is such a MESS right now! seriously a mess... *sigh* aal iz well~ i always believe there are reasons for everything.. even though we may not be able to figure out the reasons for all these now, sooner or later we will... Allah Taa'la tidak akan memberikan dugaan yang tidak dapat di tanggung oleh umatnya.. i've read that somewhere.. and it is true.. seberat mana pun dugaan atu.. with His helping hands.. with those loving helpful people around.. we will be able to withstand the pain.. endurance is important~ being realistic and optimistic at the same is crucial.. above all, patience is the top virtue.. insyaAllah everything will be fine.. i just want my family to know that I am always here for them.. for better or worst.. in good times and bad times.. and i always believe in blessings in disguise.. we may not be able to forget but we will try our best to forgive... my dad said last night which really touch my heart, 'ajaran babah arah kamu selama ani adalah yang baik2..' yes, that is so true... it is so hard to pour out everything.. it is just too personal..
Okay, enough of that.. despite all the pains, Allah granted me with lots of wonderful memories these few days.. i cry but i can still laugh..... MasyaAllah~ syukran Ya Allah atas segala nikmat yang diberikan... i've been going out snorkeling with my coursemates.. an experience i'll never forget.. it was soooo wonderful..
I werent able to capture lots of pictures cos our camera inda baik :( captured these using my hp's cam.. as early as 7.30 in the morning we gathered at the banana hut empire for the briefing.. we put on our lifejackets then made our way to the boats.. rupanya speedboat.. ohmy.. tungkal ku sekajap... part paling payah was went to panjat the boat tuk naik.. haish... the body is too 'light' to do it with ease :( the journey took us about an hour to reach Kuraman Island.. at first i was sitting next to Dy but the boat needed balance so i have to move next to Zu.. cali... sepanjang perjalanan me and Zu bepegangan tangan.. kuat lagi tu.. when the boat curves.. grenti teriak..ahaha sampai Kuraman, i was so surprise to see the village and villagers there.. very kampungish.. their houses are made of wood and very small.. the lil kids went running and swimming.. then i remembered, 'arent they going to school?' the boat driver said, the island is lived by the Bugis people *gulp* the boat rested there for a while.. maybe to ask the villagers the actual place.. then less than 5 minutes drive to the actual destination where the 'restaurant' of the Kuraman Island was situated.. i was surprise to know that at that time, we were in Labuan! NOT BRUNEI.. WE WERE IN MALAYSIA... ohmy! We were the first batch to go out snorkeling to the area.. fun fun fun! we were kind of in the middle of the sea.. mula2 tungkal jua.. but sudah dalam air.. it was soooo much fun! there were lots of seaweeds...fishes.. coral reefs.. gamat also... amazing! the snorkeling took us about 2 hours.. siuk! then balik to the restaurant.. the second group lagi jalan for snorkeling.. during that time, kami jawab2 the worksheets.. waited.. cerita2.. time atu lapar banar dah parut..ahah but have to wait them lagi.. the empire provided us with BBQ chickens, fishes, fried noodles, fried rice, fruits and etc.. around 4 p.m. we made our way home.. the journey back to empire were rougher and very fast! i hold on to Zu very tightly.. i even slightly cried at some part of the journey cos i remembered my family.. what if that morning was my last time with them? (hehe yah, i know im a very sentimental person) Sampai empire, i have to go back to hostel to shower and change cos the family will be fetching me in an hour time to go to the airport to send Ayu to U.K.. thank you to Dy for sending me to hostel.. Ayu's flight was at 8.. around 7.30 she had to go in to the hall.. it was a really touching moment for us.. seeing my brother's face.. her sad face.. it's just so unbearable.. i cried when she told me something.. insyaAllah ayu i will keep my promise :) hope she is doing fine there :) have fun di sana ayu~ its a chance not everybody can get :)
Last night, i went out with a really nice person i've ever known :) we had a really nice and fun time together.. having to laugh and spending time together after so long makes me appreciate the moments more.. :) thank you so much~ :D
